Diary of a Mindfucked foot boy- Part 15 (Patreon)

21/02/2021

Quiet day today. Mistress and I chatted a little bit in the morning about the video and how it affected me and made me feel She seemed particularly pleased that the suggestion to snap my fingers worked in the way that it had…and I really was as well! She said she had imagined me constantly watching it on repeat and she wasn’t far wrong! Not just its effect lingered but also the memory of it, how wonderful it had made me feel. Certainly felt great in the morning from having watched it as the previous day ended.

There were some wonderful pictures of Mistress in the evening. Not only is she beautiful in them but they are beautifully done. It really is a joy and privilege to be able to see and receive such things, I am so lucky to be a part of all this and one of Mistress’ lads. She looks so elegant and graceful in the green dress she wore in that shoot, and there was one picture in particular on her sat in the chair which was wonderful. We had another brief giggle and her being awake if any other red pictures were to crop up, and it was a lovely evening overall.

22/02/2021

Another fairly quiet day. Have been at work but have still been able to chat with Mistress a bit which has made it enjoyable for sure. I sent her the next instalment of this diary early on and am looking forward to hearing what she thinks about that for sure. Being at work now reminds me of the mindfuck I have talked about previously, the mindfuck that may or may not being deliberately drawn out over all this time or it’s just me keeping it completely active. Either way I’m loving it, just thinking of these things is a source of amusement and pleasure. And it seemed to amuse Mistress when I told her as much…a joke even popped up about the sander she was supposedly coming to rent being a trigger – a very unconventional one for sure!

I had a mandatory progress review as well, and it went really well! All very positive, and Mistress’ support of me and this positivity just elated me even more. She is so kind and supportive, and it never fails to boost me and make me glow. What a wonderful person! There were more incredible images and short videos shared in the evening…my God how beautiful and enchanting they were! As well as how incredible the images are, the little behind the scenes snippets are also a joy because it really highlights the fun and enjoyment that goes on while these things are being made. This of course just radiates through in the finished result, both in terms of images and tracks. Really just swept away by all of it. Sublime.

23/02/2021

Been a lovely day today, all very pleasant and enjoyable. Been chatting with Mistress more today and as always it has uplifted me and brought back all the positive sensations. A great day in terms of the Discord community we are a part of as well, lots of activity and new members and members wanting to get and involved and support everything. It’s great and makes me so happy to see!

We chatted through the morning into the mid-afternoon. The conversation was ‘normal’ until I happened to use the phrase ‘snap them up’…which of course prompted Mistress to have a little fun and melt me a bit by reminding me about the finger snapping. This was closely followed by an erotic and gooey and melty, and they certainly took their effect. The erotic trigger of course sent the familiar pleasure over me, the sensations travelling in that delightful wave across my body making my eyes flutter and voice gasp. The power of the other two words remains despite them not being ‘official’ triggers, the afterglow of the erotic trigger lingering for longer because of their effect, keeping that glow strong and the sensations present in me. The words are so powerful and only become more so as they are used again and again, just becoming part of me, cemented in more and more. Mistress just taps so expertly into my core every single time and it is an exquisite feeling and wonderful position to be in.

There was a bit of fun and a mini mindfuck just after when Mistress implied how she could create a trigger out of a random and perhaps more everyday word and making me wonder about if and when that would happen. She tells me that it will happen for sure, but the details of that are not for me to know…and we both like it that way! My being so open and her knowledge not just of how so many things affect me but also what I’m likely to say or do and why prompted her to ask the question is there anything about me that she doesn’t know. Wow…what a question. And I couldn’t think of anything significant that she doesn’t know…certainly everything that paints her a full picture of me. And whatever she doesn’t know I would divulge, there are no secrets. A fun chat that came from this was how I wouldn’t be able to play a game like chess with her as she would just make it my reality that she always wins…and yes, that’s true! It’s been added to the list of things to talk about during the next session…maybe I’ll try and teach Mistress the rules or maybe something else will come of it. Who knows!

More stunning images and videos in the evening, they’re all incredibly beautiful and gorgeous and sexy…and again show how much fun she has making these things. One in particular really made my heart flutter – a picture at Mistress’s feet with her stood looking right down at the camera. How beautiful she looked and how stunning it was. Her legs and hair looks amazing, and the ideas of power exchange it gave to me as other images have before…very heady feeling. Mistress of course knew this and took delight in making me say it and drawing the detail out of me. And I loved that as well, of course.

It has also been a great day in terms of conversations with folks on the Discord server. Folks are great and so kind and friendly, it’s a wonderful community and continually coming together and growing. I spent a bit of time helping a user get their head around a particular feature and chatting with other folks. There was a fun exchange on the foot channel in which Mistress took the opportunity to stir the waters on me a bit – she told me afterwards that she enjoys triggering me in public, and I certainly love it too. A similar moment to the other week occurred when a couple of the users I was chatting to had given me very kind compliments – one was kind enough to say I was a very impressive person and also humble, which really made me stop a think a bit. A lovely thing to be told, and also made me think about the wider picture a bit. I do my best to help folks on the Discord server and be a good admin, I do it because I love the community and want it to thrive as much as possible, those are my thoughts in everything I do rather than looking for compliments or rewards as it were. I also enjoy it very much. So when someone says something like that to me it makes me think of how I’ve developed into a situation where I’m chatting to people and seemingly giving off that kind of vibe. Maybe I’m not doing it justice trying to describe it here, and it is my sincere hope mentioning it doesn’t make me seem arrogant or self-serving. Just something else that makes me reflect on how far I have come and how much I love being a part of this little world.

Chanel x