‘Reactions speak a thousand words’ (Patreon)

This is a little something that was written for me after I mentioned seeing your reactions to my hypnotic suggestions can say more than your words ever could! This is also why it is important for me to see you so I can judge how you are responding to me

... So I had a bit of a revelation recently. Or perhaps it would be more accurate to say that something of which I was already aware was presented to me in a way that I had not considered before, which made me appreciate and understand it on a whole new level.

Mistress and I a session recently, and as we always do we were discussing it later on, talking about how it made me feel and continued to make me feel, the potency of the effects and so on. At one point I referred to the fact that I had often tried to express my gratitude and adoration for everything we do together at the end of sessions, but I hadn’t really been coherent enough to do so.

Mistress’ reply to this was ‘reactions speak a thousand words’.

Simply stated and on point. The full significance of this didn’t dawn on me on the night, perhaps because of all the effects of the session and the powerful afterglow in which I was still drifting. It wasn’t lost on me by any means, but it wasn’t until our discussion the next day that I really started to consider the implications of what it meant and represented. At one point during our conversation the next day we were talking about a little segment of the session in which Mistress had told me just how completely she knew how my mind works and exactly what makes me tick, and how she can use that. It made me feel so incredibly gooey when she said, in fact it even made me feel like that to think of it the morning after. As we were discussing this I reiterated what Mistress had said about reactions…and she asked me if that phrase was now branded in my mind. This was when I really started to think about it. I hadn’t been pondering it all night or anything like that, but the fact that I had echoed it in that way means it must have been. It must have resonated and sunk in on some level I wasn’t even really aware of until Mistress had voiced that question.

Various things started to occur me to then, blossoming from that one phrase. The implications of it all really started to come to me, and I was considering it all in a completely new light. It made think realise just how much, how completely, Mistress takes in everything that happens and how I react to it. She’s never not taking it in. it’s not just the powerful orgasms, the intense reactions and the deeply hypnotised state, it’s so much more than that – it’s how out of it everything makes me feel, how it has me grinning madly to the point I can’t stop, not being able to speak properly. The smaller and more subtle things too like a smile or a flutter of the eyes to something that she has said, it’s all so telling. I guess that sometimes when I am drifting in the depths of Mistress’ influence and all these effects I forget that she is watching me as well as playing with me. She is observing and noting everything that takes place. Everything is significant from the intense reactions to the gentle. It gives her more fuel to do what she does…and all of this made me realise too that it means that she feels exactly the same as me about our dynamic and everything we do, because she does keep doing it. Every day she is developing me, playing with me, training me, guiding me and taking this journey with me. That she puts so much care into observing every subtle reaction I have, and acts on them as well, shows me how much she loves our dynamic too and enjoys having me as her footboy. That is just so incredibly wonderful.

So how do I feel now that I’ve had this revelation? In a way it’s made me feel even more laid bare and open to Mistress than I did already. To know that even unspoken things are noted and that my body language and reactions and appearance is all just as important and powerful as the things that I tell her, if not more so, is very heady and exciting. I love being so open to Mistress like this, she really does know exactly how I tick, and I love it so much. In fact I adore it. And if I’m right in what I said previously that my reactions fuel what Mistress does with me even more, that she is always putting the utmost care and attention into what I say and do at any time, that it continues to give her more ways to influence and toy with me, then it means she adores it as much as I do and that makes me so incredibly happy! It is my sincere hope that she does feel this way, as that would mean so much to me. I worship her, and do not say that lightly. She is phenomenal.

And if everything that I contribute is being noted then that makes me feel so incredibly gooey. When Mistress says that word, or when she openly takes notes in front of me as she has done in a few sessions, the effect is incredible. Thinking of how her knowledge of me has increased, that there is some new method she can employ to me toy with me and bring me deeper under her influence, is a very intoxicating thought. It represents a still greater openness between us and a further step in our journey together. And so if my reactions are keenly observed and absorbed to this end as well, then all this is taking place on an even deeper level than I previously thought…and that makes me so very excited and gooey and submissive.

So what have I learned? They say a picture is worth a thousand words, and so it seems are reactions. The significance of what is unsaid is just as noteworthy as what is articulated verbally, if not more so. Words can be muddled or confused…it can be difficult to find the best ones that suit whatever it is you want to express. But there is no confusing a radiating smile, the flutter of an eyelid, the quiet moans or the uncontrollable shaking from an intensely built orgasm. These things have told Mistress everything that she needs to know just as much as my words have, and they continue to do so. We have had eight sessions together now and so she has had ample time to observe me and take note of how I react and what I’m likely to do. It’s how she knows me so well now. I’m hers. My enjoyment and adoration for everything we do, and all these experiences, must shine through when we speak, and that makes me so happy to know. And I do adore it, and again it invigorates me and blesses me so much that Mistress loves it all as much as I do. That is so important to me. I’m so lucky to be in this position and overjoyed that it is all happening and cannot wait for where we go from here.

Chanel x