Diary of my Footboy #Mindfucked (Patreon)

Hi Lads and Lasses... So below is the first page of the diary from a patron who is my "footboy". I have full consent to use his words. Each Wednesday I will publish another day of what it's like to be my foot boy and to be completely #Mindfucked

This is the result of working closely with someone for 5 months now having regular one to one sessions as well as a custom track he regular listens to. He has a foot fetish and also some history in BDSM. He calls my Mistress at his own request and the dynamic we have has been worked on as equals. He wanted to book 2 sessions in a row 24 hours apart. The following diary extracts are from the booking of the 2 sessions.... 

Not everything he writes will make sense to you as there are things we have worked on during sessions etc but im hoping you get a feel for what this particular person has experienced working with me... 

These are his words... Not edited at all....

Diary of a Mindfucked Foot Boy

Day One – Monday

Well now that the two sessions are officially booked it’s all become very real. I’m so excited by that. It’s made it seem much closer and feel much more palpable. It felt good to send Mistress the message saying I had sent the remaining payment and confirming it, brought my excitement for the whole thing to bear.

When Mistress started stirring the waters a little after this it made my mind reel a little because again it was all so real now…it is going to happen. What really struck me first was how she said she would be fucking with my mind for twenty-four hours! I mean, I imagined of course that the first session would lead into the next but that implication of whatever she has planned to affect me or maybe even shape my reality continually for that length of time is really powerful. Makes me feel more excited and I shiver a bit thinking about it.

I really love it when Mistress refers to me as her foot boy – I know it’s what I am but when she says it I just feel warm and gooey inside. Her feet and their effect are a source of great pleasure and really make me feel safe, and this is what I feel when she calls me that as well as feeling quite submissive. When she told me I belong to her as well it was incredible, made me feel even more submissive but also really valued. This would all affect me powerfully anyway but now with the sessions on the horizon I start to wonder if she was opening and preparing my mind for something big and wonderful.

It really starts to dawn on me how all these thoughts and ideas will start flying around my head over the week because they already have been today! Mistress told me I would end up so open to her, and I know it’s true…she’ll be able to shape me however she likes. I also think she chooses what she says very well as she knows it will be a mindfuck to have me thinking all this, or to make me wonder something. Like when she asked about stopping me from listening to her for the week; was it something she would genuinely do or just another example of how she can mindfuck me? I know if she instructed me to do that I would…though it would definitely feel like I’d lost something dear. I would have my mask to wear when it actually needed wearing out and about, but for nothing else. That would be my reality for the week if she wanted.

Excited and interested to be writing this diary as it’s a bit different to the writings I’ve done for her before. Writing this is following her instructions which makes me feel fulfilled. As we chatted she made me feel wonderful with her kind words and again I reeled a bit as we talked about her experiments. Probably an intentional mindfuck but the fact that she mentioned it made me wonder if she’d just done something then that I hadn’t known about…but this can always be hiding just beneath the surface.

The effect of these interactions today had the extra element of making me wonder what sort of path this was paving to the sessions, if indeed it has any direct baring. Mistress said we would be going to the next level and while I don’t know what that means I am looking forward to it so much.

I hope you enjoyed it and keep an eye out next Wednesday for day 2 and3! I will use the same photo for all the diary posts so they will be easy to spot :)

Please feel free to discuss or ask any questions about this post

Chanel x