Shooting with (Patreon)

@daryana.fly 

These are film footage from our joint trip to Tenerife. These are the last days when I was inspired, when I was burning with the desire to do something, when I was enjoying the richness of the beginning of the year, when I did not let go of the camera.

I don't understand what happened. Why can't I be inspired again for so long( I already have about 10   models in Ukraine who want to shoot with me and they are unbelievably cool, but I'm just confused as to how I'm going to shoot them... I just lost all understanding. Everything became so same.

This month started with new habits and discoveries about myself.

- I started keeping a diary (it turns out that this is not such a silly thing as I thought. Every time I start to write down my thoughts and emotions for the day, and everything that comes to mind at that moment - I find common fears and dissatisfactions in them. I start better to understand myself. Also, due to the fact that I actually summarize my day in a diary, I began to praise myself more. In just a couple of days, I found a direction in myself that I need to work on to improve my condition and life)

- I started running (I'm not sure that I can write this already, because I ran only twice so far, but on the days when I can't run, I did exercise. I still don't feel any changes in my body, except for muscle pain after classes, but I become more disciplined because of it)

- I started to have a more rational attitude towards food consumption (I eat only when I start to feel at least a little hungry. I only eat as much as my body needs. I try not to eat on emotions. I don’t eat chips, popcorn and various snacks while watching a TV series. I try to maintain a balance in the body by the feeling of satiety)

- I started treating my body with respect. (I am the guardian of my body, I have to take care of the health of the whole body... and not only when something hurts, but also to periodically do medical examinations. I also have to take more seriously what I put on my body - the quality of fabrics and tailoring. This is directly related to self-esteem and automatically changes your circle of communication (as if the more carefully you choose your clothes, the more carefully you will choose the people you let into your life).