Shooting with (Patreon)

@winderwind

last month i feel like nothing. I didn't shoot other girls, I tried to feel inspired and shoot self-portraits. But already 4 shootings in a cool location, with good light - I feel inspired... but when I start shooting, I get angry in 10 minutes. Because I don't get what I thought up in my head - as if everything is wonderful, but something is missing. Maybe I exhausted myself, or I need to forget about filming for a certain period - I don't know.

To be honest, even when shooting with other photographers I feel too restricted, like a shy little girl with low self-esteem.