Selfportraits (Patreon)

I can't hold back anymore)

I have already shared with you self-portraits on film - 3 years ago. Then I tested my Nikon F65 in auto mode and manual mode. I liked the result, but at the time I was still in the mood with my digital camera and was reluctant to spend money on film.

Now I am sharing with you the first shooting on Kodak TMX100 film in a long time. After which I realized that it would not be a pity to spend more money on analog photography.

Most importantly, I realized that when I shoot on film, I am more creative, I search more, I analyze more, I think more. I try to make each of the 36 frames I have "new" - from a different angle, with a different light, with a different mood - my shooting becomes more diverse. I'm starting to think about the story I want to tell through photography - that's why in the next posts you can see something not so aesthetic, not so usual from me. I want to start shooting more project photography with analogue - revealing topics that are important to me or even taboo topics for society. And one day I will still make a small magazine where I will print my projects)

It was a test shoot in which I felt as ugly as possible, tired and broken (my state after the workshop in Tenerife). And so now I look at these pictures and I don't see the state I was in and that makes me happy))) So those around me definitely won't see it) And it means that I unreasonably disliked myself)