Party Animal 🥳 (6/9) (Patreon)

Fitting in has always played a huge part in my levels of self-esteem. Feeling lonely or isolated (and worrying my friends don’t actually like me) WRECKS me on an internal level. I’ve been prone to being overly generous (buying rounds of shots) in an unconscious move to try to buy people’s gratitude and approval. I use self-deprecating humor to lighten the mood and show I don’t take myself too seriously. If I’m not fun to be around, I worry people won’t want to spend time with me.