Green Sand (Patreon)

“More give me more!” I yelled at the waiter as I shoved more food into my mouth! “Bring me more!”

Eating was the only thing that was filling the void left by him The more food I ate the less empty I felt. Though it was only a fleeting solution. The food could only satisfy me for a few seconds before I needed more.

I had to keep consuming, more and more so that I would not be consumed by my own despair. The void in my heart was becoming deeper and deeper. Though my solution would not last much longer.

Food was an easy remedy of trying to forget, but it was never the solution. Maybe if I had the courage I could confront these feelings, but for now all I could do was eat.