Finding Your Truth (Chapter 5) (Patreon)

Chapter 5 = The Truth Comes Out: The second Alice spoke I felt my heart begin to beat faster. Did she actually say what I think she just said? It couldn’t be...

“T-the what?” I asked her, sheepishly.

“The pull-ups silly, duh.” She said it louder than I would have liked, and without any hesitation or embarrassment in her own voice. “Ya know, those cute little flower things that you wear sometimes. The diapers that you...”

“They aren’t diapers.” I found myself speaking almost out of instinct.

“Oh, okay sweetie,” Alice said, giggling slightly. “No need to be such a defensive baby.” My cheeks were quickly turning red at her comments. I considered denying it, but I knew the smirk on her face made it pointless. I was caught... AGAIN!

“H-how’d you find out?” I said worriedly. “Did Lauren tell you?” Alice’s eyes started to twinkle.

“Lauren? You mean that cute girl from the Pride club? That Lauren? She knows? Nah, I didn’t hear it from her sweetheart.” Alice had a moment of surprising sweetness as she leaned forward and gave me small peck like kiss on the side of the head. I started blushing for a second reason.

“Then how did you find out?” Alice did little to hide her little smirk.

“Well... you remember when I passed you by in the hallway the other day?”

“Uh huh...” I said, feeling my nerves growing.

“Well, your waistband on your pants was hanging just a little lower than the edge of your shirt.”

I could feel my jaw drop at Alice’s words. Had other people in the hall seen the same exact thing that she had? Did I advertise to the entire fucking school my weird interest?

“Oh calm down,” Alice said, still giggling. “They were only showing off a tiny bit. The only reason that I recognized them was because my little sister wears the exact same kind.” I could see it in her face how much she wanted to tease me over that fact... but to my surprise, she didn’t. “To be honest with you, when I saw them on you... I thought they were cute.”

Just like that I could feel my palms grow a little sweaty. If I had been standing, my knees would probably be going just as weak as when Lauren had talked with me about my feminine persona, Lexi.

“Michael, why were you wearing those?” She paused. “Or should I say... are you wearing one now?” My face was beginning to feel hot again.

“N-no... I am not wearing one now.” I stuttered out.

“Then tell me why sweetie,” Alice spoke matronly and the feeling was emphasized as her height allowed her to hover over me slightly. I felt the urge to lie to her. Tell her it was a prank, a dare, a drunk mix-up... but part of me didn’t want to lie. Part of me was tired of hiding...

“I...I like them.” I said softly. Alice didn’t appear very surprised, more intrigued. I explained it all to her. I explained how I first discovered AB/DL, I explained how I bought my pack of pull-ups, I told her what it’s like to feel like a Little or a Big and what that kind of relationship can be about. I told her all about diapers, and pacifiers, and what I have seen people on the internet try. Before I realized it, I could feel it all, everything I have been wanting to tell someone ever since I first discovered the AB/DL community, just come pouring out of me. Alice listened intently. She wasn’t appalled, or disgusted; she was truly listening. She asked me questions as I went, but other than that she simply gave me a moment to explain it all.

“I see.” She said when I had finally finished. I was staring at my feet. Had I really just told her all that? How could I do that? I had explained everything to her! I had even told her about Lexi. “I think... I think that’s kinda beautiful baby.”

My voice was caught in my throat a little as I looked back up at her. “What did you say?” I asked.

“I said, I think that’s beautiful Michael.” She smirked at me. “I knew you wanted to try on that makeup when we first met.” She winked at me. Then she stood up. “Okay, enough of this sulking! Let’s go honey.” She grabbed me by the arm, a little roughly and I let out a yelp as I was yanked out of the green room and dragged down the hall.

“H-hey! What are you doing? Where we going?”

“To your dorm! Or maybe the store if you threw them away.” She kept dragging me along but smiled back at me. “Do you still have them sweetie? The pull-ups?” A small smirk was starting to softly form onto my face. I nodded to her. “Good!” She said with her smile growing even wider. “Cause I don’t know if a little baby like you can be trusted out of her pull-ups for too long.”

Her small comment made me so happy I felt like melting into my shoes. There was someone being supportive of my interest in AB/DL stuff, and she had referred to me as “her”!

The two of us rushed back to my dorm room and I peeked my head inside. I thanked god himself when I found that my roommate wasn’t there. I opened up the closet and there it was... still under a pile of clothes but with one tiny pink corner sticking out of it.

“Are those them?” Alice asked with a little chuckle.

“Y-yeah... yeah they are.”

“Well go on, get them baby.” She pushed me softly, encouragingly. I reached down and brushed the clothes aside. I could feel my knees shaking, this time out of nerves, as I held up the pink package to her. Alice look down at the thing, delighted. “This is so cute!” She said holding it up.

Alice walked over to the dorm room door and locked it. Then, with her sly grin, she turned towards me. “Now come on Michael,” She caught herself. “Or should I say Lexi... Drop your pants. A little girl like you needs to go back into her protective panties.”

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