Behind The Scenes of ‘mommy just needs to hump your face’ (Patreon)

BACKGROUND ON HOW IT CAME TO BE:

I was horny one night (no surprise there) and I wanted to get off using my LELO rabbit dildo vibrator thingamabob. When I’m masturbating, I often wind up cumming back to a recurring fantasy: having a true submissive sweet baby boy who lets me ride his mouth and hump his cute little face and happily laps up my juices when I squirt over and over and just keeps letting me use him until we collapse in exhaustion.

Don’t get me wrong: I frequently fantasize about the exact opposite scenario too. About me being someone’s mouth to use and fuck whenever, wherever you want. I know you all are quite familiar with that side of me hehe

But I also cum so hard imagining being orally worshipped to my cunt’s content by someone who truly gets off from giving pleasure. Someone who gets physically aroused from being used as a sex object. Normally that’s me. I’m that person. So the idea of finding someone who wants to be that for me... it’s a sure-fire orgasm trigger.

The problem I have with finding this type of porn is that I am personally not into smothering. And when I search facesitting or faceriding, 99% of the results feature a mean domme, who laughs as she bounces on her submissive’s face, pretty much suffocating him. She usually taunts him, and often she doesn’t even seem to be getting very much sexual pleasure out of it! That just isn't really my thing. It’s crazy how hard it is to find a faceriding or facefucking (girl using her cunt to facefuck the guy’s mouth) video where bothparties are actually moaning and sexually stimulated by it - especially one that includes positive reinforcement!

So that’s what I fantasize about. Dirty talking about what a good fucking boy you are while you let me hump your face. I’m not into the overt blatant humiliation side of this type of sex act. I’m into the idea of this being a positive, loving act of devotion. That’s how I feel about having my mouth used. I love it because I love making cocks (and someday cunts!) feel GOOD. It turns me on giving myself over to another person for the sole purpose of their pleasure. That’s not a humiliating thing. It can be degrading, yes. To let yourself be treated like a sex toy. But I like it. It turns me on. And so likewise, I fantasize about someone who wants to be that for me.

That being said, I do of course realize that there is an abundance of facesitting porn featuring a mean-ish domme for a very good reason. Obviously there are many submissives out there who fantasize about that kind of thing! And please know: I am not opposed to that kink, or any kink. I just wanted to make it clear what it is that I personally fantasize about, and seem to have difficulty finding in visual porn. And it isn’t the more commonly known type of faceriding. That’s all.

So because of this, I’ve often had to get creative when searching for porn that matches what I fantasize about. Sometimes when I'm imagining something in particular, I’ll search certain key phrases, in the hopes of finding something that matches. And I also get off from repeating certain hot phrases too :p

For example, with before recording this audio, I had done a google search for variations of a phrase that kept popping up in my head while getting off. I searched for something like “let mommy hump your face” or “mommy just needs to hump your face baby boy” or something like that. And I found some hot mommy porn, but nothing that matched exactly what I was imagining in my head while trying to get off. So I closed my eyes, and started masturbating old school style: by picturing a scenario, and roleplaying it in my mind. 

After a few minutes of sexxxy brainstorming, it dawned on me that I could be recording this! And so, I grabbed my phone and hit record with a basic roleplay in mind (and not much else planned out, as you will see haha). Here's what you can expect to hear when you listen to this audio (so you can imagine along with me!!): 

• I am a horny MILF. The audio begins with me talking to myself in my head. (I considered using an "inner thought" echo effect for this part, but decided it sounds better without it.) 
• I start masturbating while imagining my baby boy watching me touch myself. Then I begin roleplaying that (in my usual audio format style)
• About halfway through, (around the 21:40 mark), I realize I’m being watched. I can see my son’s best friend spying on me.
• From here on out, you’re my son’s best friend, who is very turned on and happens to have a mommy kink. I entice you to come in, and then we roleplay as mommy/son (but I also still make references to the fact that you’re my son’s best friend). 

Additional Behind The Scenes Notes:

This audio is raw. I didn’t edit it at all. All the sounds you hear were happening as I masturbated and imagined this roleplay. (For example, when you hear the bed creaking, that’s from me simulating fucking your face/tongue. When you hear wet sounds near the end (during the faceriding), it sounds like pussy licking (which is what I’m roleplaying happening), but it’s actually me straddling my hand and using my fingers on my sopping wet cunt.