good grief (damn it) ; 17nov2021 (Patreon)

good grief (damn it)

over and over I'm stuck in my head

and it sucks in my head sometimes

over and over I roll in my bed

and it's 20 past 10

and my hips ache

my fucking hips ache every day of my

life

and yes I know I could just

go outside

why can't you just get over it?

nobody said

why can't you just get over it?

no, they're in your head

but I see it in their eyes

I hear it in their sighs

I feel it when they say:

you must do what I say

for eight hours a day

just to survive

I can be so damn mean

I can be so damn mean

I can be so damn mean to myself

I can be so damn mean to everybody else, too

I can be so damn mean

I can be so damn mean

we can be so damn mean to...

can we please just be kinder to ourselves?

can we please just be more mindful of our health?

can we please just be kinder to ourselves?

can we please just be more mindful of our health?

I dare you to dream tonight

I dare you to sing

I dare you to dream tonight

even if it hurts

I dare you to sing

even if it doesn't work

I dare you dream tonight

underneath the stars

I dare you to sing

like you're a fucking bard

I dare you to dream tonight

sink into yourself

I dare you to sing for you

and nobody else

over and over I'm stuck in my head

and it sucks in my head sometimes