greetings from paris, and a question/topic (so, comment). (Patreon)
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hallo loves.
i'm writing from the world's best air bnb in paris - you can clearly see why i am in love. everything's crooked. our host is a 70-year old french artist named edith. i say no more. literally, as i write, the church bells are playing beethoven outside my door. in heaven. i am going to do a tiny TINY (i mean TINY - like....for 25 people, in a very, very special space) ninja gig in a couple days and i'll post the info here first, then on social media. since it's so so small i am literally going to post to twitter and FB an hour before the time - but i'll let you guys know in the earlier part of the day.
i am still digging out from under the laundry - both psychic and literal - of the last few weeks, especially the time i spent in the camps in lesvos.
a couple things:
i've been thinking long and hard about it and i think i'm going to write a lonnnnnnnnng piece of reflection about lesvos....it's all too large, personal, poetic and complicated to just hand over to the guardian in 1500 words or less. and i don't even know if i have a thesis. but i want to share the feelings.
so i'm going to sit down today, tomorrow, and for as long as it takes, really, and write everything as a story. i haven't sat down to do any long-form writing since "The Art of Asking", and i think everything that just happened in lesvos is worth sharing.
i miss blogging. so many things took me away, bit by bit: twitter, touring, social media disintegrating my blog readership, and then the book...i focused so long on writing the book that my blog really died a full death.
and baby. the baby made time go away.
but i'm ready to write things about feelings again, and you're my audience. so here we go.
since i'm planning on spending a week or more writing this, and hiring an editor, and since i have a goal for the dough in mind (charity - specifically for the refugees in lesvos), i'm going to Thing it if i'm happy enough. you'll be the judge of whether it's kosher but fair warning.
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i also wanted to ask you guys a very direct question about my patreon page's so-called "forward-facing number".
since the beginning of patreon (i joined two years ago), i've been asking them if they can vanish the $$ amount on the creator pages. it's not so much about transparency as it is about comfort. i'm really happy to celebrate the fact that so many people keep joining (we're over 9,000 now) but i wonder about the necessity of having the whopping dollar amount staring everybody in the face.
my feelings about this are complicated and informed by everything i learned from my pain with kickstarter (and if you read my book, you know).
on the one hand, it's amazing to be able to celebrate the resources: LOOK AT ALL THIS MONEY I CAN SPEND ON MAKING ART AND PAYING PEOPLE!! and on the other hand, there's two downsides: there's the "why would she possibly need any more support" factor (i think people really do possibly shy away from supporting my work because they think i have "enough", which is weird, because it doesn't actually work that way). and then there's the perpetual fear of backlash i have ("why would amanda palmer possibly be charging people that much money for art?"). other crowdfunding platforms have systems that tuck away their grand totals (pledgemusic hides the total, whereas kickstarter advertises it, etc).
there's also the weirdness that the forward-facing number only reflects the "first" project i thing per month. since people's pledges are capped, the funding for every project after the first one goes down by a factor of about 20% or so - so that number isn't even quite...true.
anyway....patreon has FINALLY inserted technology that allows you to toggle the forward-facing number "off", which means you wouldn't see the total amount of dough i'm making per (first) thing.
i'm pretty sure i want to toggle it off, but i wanted to throw the discussion out to the community to see if you guys had any insight or thoughts about it.
i'm reading.
comment below, please-o.
i love you.
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