❤️ Thank You for Everything ❤️ (You Never Stop Helping Me) (I Will Never Stop Learning to Do Better) (Patreon)

I was reading through the exit surveys and this one really stuck out to me. Mostly because... I honestly feel that I can't change to accommodate the complaint.

I consistently (baring illness) put out 3-4 new exclusive audios a week, hold polls, concept pools, upload to PH & YT (when they allow) and I do honestly have to push myself to get that done. 

I really am sorry if anyone feels that I could do more, but truthfully, I can't. I'm disabled, chronically ill, have family members with additional needs, two dogs and responsibilities outside of work. These aren't excuses, this is just my life. And whenever I've tried to deny my limits, I just end up making a huge mess for myself and for the people in my life. 

Please know I really don't take this job lightly. I would actually like to not worry about it so much. Content creation is a fickle game. You can be replaced or made redundant in a moment. I know that that's the nature of the game, but I really don't want to provide a bad service. 

Hence why I'm a fecking needy content creator. I'm constantly checking-in, almost helicopter parenting my patrons, but I just sincerely don't want to be complacent. And if I'm honest with myself, I don't think I am. I'm probably too far the other way. Whatever I am, I just want you guys to have a good time here. I want you to feel like your pledge wasn't a waste of money.

Please let me know if you'd like me to stop posting 'pinches of positivity' or reposting tweets here. It's so important that you guys don't feel like 'we have to tolerate this aspect, to get the good aspect'. I upload the word posts because you guys resposndedly to them so well. I know you can't please everyone, but I would like to please the vast majority.

Thank you so much for everything. I know I say that a lot. But I'm a chronic wordy. I tell my family I love them everyday because it's true everyday. And so I want to tell you how grateful I am to you at every chance I get because I am always grateful. 

Thank you for always helping me learn and hopefully be a better creator.