Thank You So Much (Patreon)

This is going to be short and sweet I promise. 

I just want to say thank you for making the end of my 2018 feel special.  

I felt lost, not finding myself creatively and feeling like I was just living life but not living life and enjoying it. I am someone who needs to constantly be doing something, needs to keep my mind moving and engaged. I'm not one who gets bored very easily but I am someone who can feel like I'm wasting time and not doing anything. It's why I constantly have to be doing something. I gave myself an ultimatum that if I could not find a passion for creating that grabbed an audience i could engage with I would move onto something else, I was going to hang up the YouTube channel. 

I remembered how much I loved escaping into new worlds of entertainment, something I couldn't do for the last two years becuase of work. I remembered how good it felt to lose myself in stories for an hour or two. In the past I would watch a bunch of shows and go to the movies 2 times a week. The past 2 years I have missed just about every movie becuase my job took my time. Most Tv shows were also needed to be left behind due to work. But in the last few months taking my channel in this different path has reintroduced me to what I have been missing. I dont want to use the word need lightly but a part of me needed this.

I needed to find this new reintroduction into what I was use to love. I needed escape, I needed  stories, I needed interesting conversations about all of it. Its easy to get into a job that takes up your time and get lost and forget yourself, but finding who you were and what you love once again is something truly special. I hope in 2019 you all introduce me to new stories and worlds that I can enjoy.

Thank You For That. 

Remember when I promised this would be short and sweet, well maybe in 2019 I can be better about keeping my promise.

JUST THANK YOU.