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This month's Denizen is FUCKING COVID-19 I SWEAR TO GOD I WANT TO PUNCH ITS STUPID FACE.

If you don't follow me on Twitter or haven't joined the Discord server (invite: https://discord.gg/6gh28zBwHd) you might have missed that, two years deep on this shitshow, I got the 'Vid. 

It is a bunch of trash and I didn't need it THE SAME GODDAMNED WEEK that my pipes burst in the cold and after only just having gotten back to daycare after the last shutdown.

Bad things have to stop happening to me, I need to work and like...live. 

Covid says FUCK YOU PAY ME IN COUGHS.

My personal favorite part is that all food now tastes like what I assume the Blob from the major motion picture The Blob would taste like if you licked it. So I can't stomach food, but I need to eat to avoid dying. It's like Saw, but stupid and visually uninteresting.

The worst nose & throat issues are, I hope, past, but I still can't regulate my body temperature or penetrate the brain fog or breathe deeply, and my pulse ox isn't exactly A+, so I really am very sorry about this month, I have tried to entertain with Space Oddity chapters and such, but I know I've fallen down on the job.

Traumatic death, and then all this. I literally haven't even gotten to process my aunt yet. It's just constant waves of bad luck.

It's just that I've also literally fallen down because that asshole up there, what I drew while shivering so don't judge it too harshly, is having a party in my respiratory system and nobody is invited, especially me. Next month we will be back to normal, I promise.

I want to say more but honestly I feel MY ART says it all in terms of my emotional state right now. That cigarette-smoking face has been the universe watching me suffer for the last four months and it won't stop laughing. Is it possible to yeet yourself into the sun?

What a rude little shit that guy is.

I love you all and am so deeply grateful for your support and patience IN THESE TRYING TIIIIIIMES and I wish I were better and stronger and not starving and just...we'll stick with better.

Hold tight. Come hang out on the Discord. I'll be back shortly. With good stuff. Pinky swears.

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Psuke Bariah

Holy crap, I am so sorry. Omicron really is making the rounds and taking out people who managed two years virus free. I hope the universe gives you something kind soon.

Jim Lloyd

I do hope you feel better. You have been coping so well with so much. Thank you.