Hey guys.. (Patreon)

Well i know it's been a while...

I diddn't really wan't to tell you this but, i am very very sick and it seems i maybe die sooner or later without any warning.

I have Morbus Behcet a weird and crazy sickness. It is the same like Atrithis wich affects the Bones and Joints, but my Sickness affects every Vane in my Body.

This means i could get infections without any reason everywhere, in my brain, eyes, heart.. etc.

I know you are here to have fun and don't wan't talk about this. But this is the reason why i actually have 6-8 Thrombosis in my Body.

I was a long time in Hospital now, came back home and went again into Hospital.

The Pain in my Chest, Lunghs, Heart, Left Leg, both Feets, Head, right Shoulder are very intense and i can't even lay down on my bed and do some VR animations for you.

Because of this Sickness in my whole body, i get those infections (like a wasp-sting) and then my antibodies attack this regions and force such thrombosis to occour...

And so lately i had also a terrible Lungh-Emboly wich i still have, also Liver-Vane-Emboly.
breathing hurts very bad, and with all the pain and chemo therapy i simply can not do anyhing, i made soo much looks, characters, scenes animations but i can not upload it because i can't even keep a clear mind and head to collect all the things wich are needed from the folders.

It is 5:40 AM here and i diddn't sleep a bit, i can't sleep and there is always the fear, when i lay down and my body hurts, that i won't wake up.

I will try my best to give you some stuff, but to be honest, if the new Azathioprine Pills and Metothrexathe Syringes won't help i guess i sadly have to quit this all.

There was one Guy i did see who payed for 1 Year.. and you, whoever you are, i guess it was a mistake,.. no? Thats why i did upload this one look, for you! Because i feel so bad you payed for 1 year and me? Diddn't upload anything within the last several months! :o((

I am sorry guys, but i really apprecciate all your support and help!

See you...

- S.