It's going LATE + This month (Patreon)

DAMN IT!
WHY NOBODY TOLD ME THAT I  FORGOT TO DO THIS SUMMARY JAJAJA

 JAJAJ i talk a lot on discord and i forgot it; i had to change passwords and these things; why i forgot it? i'm not sure JJAJA-. oh! course i was sick and i was on the bed the most of time; pd i'm still sick JJAJA; anyway:

THANK YOU THANK YOU againx2:

Thanks again for being mah patreon, and sorry for the late update here; i had a bad first week but now everything it's turn well little by little;
Thank you for support me another month and I'm glad to say that you can invest on my learning and i have to call the bank bcs i can't percive that support JAJJA; Payoneer is weirdo; that's why i'll ask for the card, to get money throught it, instead my bank account bcs i dunno where is the money, they called me on friday but they didn't solve it, aish.

Anyway; talkin about my deepest part as a dud who draw things; like always; i'll take adventage to say that i'm having several conflicts inside my hearto. But i'll say it on the 'this month section'; now i summary my past month (?

It was a horrible month; i think the worse that i live during my work-time; i mean i lost my job; well, the way that i can receive money throught my job, and since i'm a human and i need to waste money in food, taxes and these things, i didn't be able to charge my time: and that made me super sad; the travel thing made it worse; i didn't enjoy, i felt bad the most of the time and i got tired physic and psycho; It was fun, but i didn't enjoy as i wanted pss.
But well, here i am, alive; i tried to do gud things, and i failed, and this month i'll try again and i hope don't mess it up:

THIS MONTH: AB MONTH

This will be an  AB month? i mean, i just need two pages more to finish the Celty's dou, and a cover, but i'll do za cover next month.
Anyway i have important updates about the 4th tier, and future works and comics; i think i need to do it in different posts, but i start with the summary here, and then i'll say it again in their own posts with the reasons and why i made that decision;

• First of all, i'll stop to add months for fullcos for momononatas; i mean, i owe i think six-five fullcos JAJJAJ and I want to do them but i'm having problems every month with my own projects, needing money or being sad; that's why here is the second thing: HERE MORE INFO 
• The second thing is that i'm stuck; I'm not doing my 100% from i think two months ago; I'm stuck in what i want to do, and how to do it. That's why i'll stop to add more projects to my schedule and separate my time doing money, and improve my own art: HERE MORE INFO 

I think that's the first thing that i wanted to say; and with that in mind, what about this month? well, it will be the same that previous month JAJJA but with more time. My new schedule this time is:

• I'll draw one fullco for a momononata; this is Ranamon (?
• I want to continue drawing bru-red doodles, so i'll take a bunch of commissions of that style; 
• I think i won't do another poll. Past winner was Shirona, and with za previous month things i started super late: that's why i'll draw it this month, wips in the server (?

OH DUD AGAIN JAJAJA
I read that past month update and I said that  wanted to do do CSH things, my heart hurts JAJJAJ poor Rúru;;;;;
But this time i'll do it, bcs i talked with important people and they gave me the strenght to change my mind and do something for my emotional health; ño, i'm not talkin about take antidepressants JAJAJ i mean draw SFW, ahghhghgyeahghghg; HERE MORE INFO 

So well, i'll supose that I you read my 'here more info' link to know that will happend this month; but if not, i'm sure i said that don't worry; Separate my time doesn't mean that i'll do less content that i do; i'll just give a better focus and use my time in a better way. I hope you can understand that since i learned how to draw, i feel bad about i'm blockin myself; i just want to grow with my max potencial and continue doing better and better stuff

So  well, my priorities are:
Doodles-commissions   ==> Comic  ==> Fullco drawings

I also have a Tifa collage that i'm doing, i'll do it little by little, but it's not my priority right now; for now i just want to have money JAJJA
Anyway changing the topic i copy paste again this message bcs i think various of you don't know:

I'm not sure if you know it, but i don't share sketches here, that's bcs i don't consider them something 'serious' . Or EJEM; bcs i don't want to be punished JAJJAJ, so the most of my content is on za Discord server;

And keep in mind that since last month i'm not sharing content here; Even more, i'll deleting my previous posts too maintain patreon just as a transaction page: the content will be on Discord and za MEGA-folder

FINAL WORDS: 

Tenkiu againx10 -cocorococoro-. I think i started with this 'x' thing two months after i start with patreon, i mean, i'll take a look later but i'm pretty sure that i'm here on patreon since last June year; so this is an anniversary; Thanks for the new ones and who follow and supported me since the first time; i'm sure you know how much i improve, and i hope next year i could say the same;;;;;;
In the end i won't share these monthly updates on public anymore JJAJA i don't want to have any type of problem with patreon things JAJAJ now i'm a pussycat; i feel raped.