update (and a scribble) (Patreon)

hey all, thought it was time for an update. here's a scribble i managed to put together this week, too. i want to use it as the base for a TQBF track.

as for how i'm doing: "ok," in the strangest sense of the word. i've started medication (SSRIs) and the side effects have had me mostly bed-ridden and relaxing since it's been a bit all over the place. it's been a bit hard to get any real work done, unfortunately. i've wanted to, but haven't been able to focus on it long enough. it's a pretty spacey feeling. my anxiety is definitely reduced, which is a good sign. from what i gather it can take 2-6 weeks to fully settle into this. deep apologies in advance for any continued radio silence. it's a bizarre experience, but since it's showing some potential, i'm going to keep at it for a while. if it doesn't end up working out, i'm going to end up trying something else.

thank you again for your continued support. i still feel rather guilty that my output has been so sparse this year, but hopefully i'll get to a point where i can turn that around. thank you for sticking with me.

oh, and the BANDETTO records are going into production now. exciting! 4-8 weeks on those, then they'll be shipped from the distributor.

hoping to stream this sunday provided the side effects aren't too overwhelming.

i love you all, please take care. please, take your health (especially mental health) seriously.