hellraiser (demo) (Patreon)

im so awful
well behaved
i dont need a soul
i dont need a name
sedate me with
hypnotic sleep
i'll sleep forever

ill be
good
ill be good
ill be a good girl
i wont ever do anything ever
stiff as a board and im light as a feather
all this pressure, can it hold us together?

i always get
what i want
so i always try
not to want too much
im the stupidest slut
when you sneer in disgust
i just wanted a hug
make it hurt way too much

if its ok for you
its ok for me
dont worry too much
it's too late for me
i just wanted to know
if someone else understood
i just wanted a little
but it felt way too good

i crawl
with
my head down
please
just hear
my prayer
immobilized
with venom
my ass
up in
the air

whats up

blinding pain
serrated blade
i dont want to stop
no really im ok
sedate me with
the smell of blood
i think its funny

feeling my heartbeat
blood tight in my chest
ive already seen all the bad shit
so please just do your best
im feeling transcendent
i think im depressed
lets just use a condom
i already fucked all your friends

for you
its ok for me
dont worry too much
it's too late for me
i just wanted to know
if someone else understood
i just wanted a little
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good
but it felt way too good