Choose Your Own Brainwashing, Day 30 - Part 2 (Patreon)

Lee continues speaking, her words perfectly understandable, even though you are seeing and feeling them instead of hearing them.

“It might surprise you, right now, anyway, when you aren’t remembering much of anything that happened before we started this experiment, to find out that we’ve known each other for quite some time. And when we, mutually, of course mutually, decided that you’d start to serve me, it was a wonderful opportunity to experiment with a little bit of brainwashing.

“The experiment, because these things are always a little experimental, aren’t they? This experiment, for which you’ll find later that you’ve been recording data as we’ve gone along, is an exploration into just how many ways we can brainwash you at the same time.

“It’s so interesting to explain this to you, when you’re the one who thought so much of it up!”

You have to take Lee’s word for it. Not a single bit of any of this sounds at all familiar.

“You requested that we feature the mantra from my POPC audios: “Pleasure, Obedience, Programming, Control” – which worked really well for our intended outcome of you serving me, and also automatically gave us a number of realities for you to experience.

“So… since you like train journeys, we set one branch on a train. From the start you wanted to include the elements of eye fixation with spirals, hypnotic amnesia (which you’re doing amazingly with by the way), hypnotic drug play, a little bit of coercion, a little bit of exhibitionism, synesthesia, and a really impressive amount of kneeling on your part!

“Really, there’s been so much kneeling! (Did you know you’re kneeling right now?)”

Even though your whole world is in your mind, you realize with a shock that yes, you are in fact kneeling.

“Along with the train journey, you had a branch where you went to a mysterious basement and programmed yourself, a very fictional version of my kitchen, and of course this little world that we’ve built that you’re in right now.

“And in every single branch, we brainwashed you to serve me. I suppose you could argue that it wasn’t really brainwashing since you wanted it to happen, but since you don’t remember wanting it to happen, I suppose it is as well.

“And now we’re almost finished!”

What should you remember next?

1. How it started.
2. Your skills.
3. I don’t want to remember.
4. I never want to remember.