Little Update (Patreon)

So I just wanna let everyone here know that I'm not being very productive lately, I'm having surgery at the end of the week, very minor surgery that's not gonna effect my ability to work or anything, but nonetheless I'm a very anxious person by default and it's put me in a mood that I often get before an event I'm anxious about.

I don't know if anyone else can relate, but if I have something like a doctors appointment I'll always get ready 1-2 hours prior and then be too focused on worrying about it to do anything else, so I just sit and wait basically until it's time to leave. That's basically what I've been doing with this surgery, but since it's been months of waiting I guess its happening over days instead of hours :x I haven't been able to stay focused on things and I feel unable to get anything proper done until it's over, not just Blender work but other things like getting a haircut, I just keep defaulting to "I can't do it yet" and commit to waiting until all's said and done at the hospital.

So yeah I know it's not a very good excuse but it's just how I am, I doubt I'll get anything done this week and who knows how I'll feel after the surgery, just wanted everyone to know D: