Im back! And im so sorry... (Patreon)

Hi guys, im so sorry for just dissapearing, my life have been complicated during last months, i hate to give excuses but its the least that i can do, first i was strugling a lot with my sleeping, i was not able to sleep properly during weeks and it was killing a lot of aspects of my life, i tried to do mmd videos but after of weeks i just cant focus on anything in that point, then a member of my family got sick again, he is bipolar, he can be fine for months or even years but sometimes he enters in a kind of very active and agressive phase and as you would think its so hard to take care of an adult person that doesnt listen to you at all, and he can trigger a lot of people and get involved in a lot of issues, even legal ones, lastly, i have been having a issue with my digestive system, i went to the doctor and after some tests she told me that is very likely that i have a hiatal hernia, so i need to go to the city and take one more test to confirm it, if thats the case it is very likely that i will need surgey, nothing to complicated tho, most of my personal issues are solved now, the only thing left is the possible surgey.

Why i didnt tell you anything about it before? Because i really hate to give this kind of excuses, you are supporting me with actual money and i feel so bad for not being able to do my part, i felt so pressured by myself and ashamed with all of you that i just focused in my issues alone, its kind of the way how i am too, im not used to talk with anyone when im having a hard time.

To be honest i was expecting to just have like 100 supporters left now, i was shocked when i saw that most of you were supporting me already...you are amazing guys, not sure if i deserve all this from you...

Things are better now, i dont feel any pain with my health issue, sometimes it is unconfortable, but thats it, doctor told me the recuperation can be really fast too and i have been feeling a lot of motivation to make a new video, i have an idea and you know how i am, after something enters my mind its really hard to not follow that, in fact im working on it already, looking for stage, model, positions, etc, so i will show you some pictures soon, im very excited for it!

I wont make the Genshin video that i have planned before, sorry for it, that video would be very complicated and i feel is better to come back with something easier, i will try it to be high quality like always, we can say it would be similar to my latest Marin video, i will make that video in the future tho.

Im so sorry for all the waiting, i really am, i will try my best in the next video, see you soon and thank you so much for everything!