I have 2 topics to discuss with you: my English and my future plans. (Patreon)

 Let's start with my level of speaking English. I think everybody know that English is not my first language. I'm grateful to people for supporting me and appreciating my effort but there is also a negative side. It has nothing to do with comments but with people around me and those who I meet in real life. I know there are always people who notice your faults and tell you about them. I just want to ask exactly for your opinion. I was said something like "Read and tell story in your first language, just write the captions for us to understand". I find this point of view to be interesting. But I have some arguments against this idea, why I don't wanna work in this way. If I make videos in my native language, the practice of my speaking skills in English will decrease by a factor of three. I don't have much time to learn English properly and it's my only way of practising it. When I edit my videos I can see my mistakes. When I write the captions I find my own mistakes and correct them. The same situation is with my accent. I'm not a native speaker and I won't speak so well soon. That's why I write the captions and tell you about it in the beginning of my videos. So I'd like to ask you in particular! There are 2 ways now. I start doing everything in my mother tongue or I continue working as I do. (I'd like to hear your own opinion, not just an one sentence reply) The second topic which is very important as well. I'm in an unusual situation now and I'm gonna take a month-long break. It's because of some health problems and I have to be hospitalized. Even if I'm able to upload videos, I'll upload only one.