hi (Patreon)
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i just wanted to hop on and ask you guys if i’m like doing something wrong?
i try to post as much as i can every month so i can do right by you all and try and to provide as much content as i can and every time i post, i get so hype to see what you guys think. i get hype to see if you enjoyed whatever i recorded or what you thought and every week it’s crickets, nothing.
i’m lucky if i get one comment on here and a few likes. don’t get me started on my discord server because my patron chat is always dead.
i’ve been in communities for other performers where it seems like they post anything and people consistently praise and hype them up. it really sucks to put so much into my work and not get any feedback or hear anything. i know a lot of you think i’m like tough and i mostly march to the beat of my own drum but i am a very sensitive person who is going through a lot right now so when i try to post something, hearing back or seeing you guys liked something is so encouraging. sometimes it just feel like this is for nothing and nobody cares.
you definitely don’t have to care about me or say anything if you’re just here for the audios. but if i’m doing something wrong or there’s a reason nobody talks to me, id rather you guys please let me know because this really discourages me so much.
sorry if you think i’m annoying or anything. thanks -m