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Published:
2021-06-24 00:18:21
Edited:
2021-06-30 08:46:50
Imported:
2021-11

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i just wanted to hop on and ask you guys if i’m like doing something wrong?

i try to post as much as i can every month so i can do right by you all and try and to provide as much content as i can and every time i post, i get so hype to see what you guys think. i get hype to see if you enjoyed whatever i recorded or what you thought and every week it’s crickets, nothing.

i’m lucky if i get one comment on here and a few likes. don’t get me started on my discord server because my patron chat is always dead.

i’ve been in communities for other performers where it seems like they post anything and people consistently praise and hype them up. it really sucks to put so much into my work and not get any feedback or hear anything. i know a lot of you think i’m like tough and i mostly march to the beat of my own drum but i am a very sensitive person who is going through a lot right now so when i try to post something, hearing back or seeing you guys liked something is so encouraging. sometimes it just feel like this is for nothing and nobody cares.

you definitely don’t have to care about me or say anything if you’re just here for the audios. but if i’m doing something wrong or there’s a reason nobody talks to me, id rather you guys please let me know because this really discourages me so much.

sorry if you think i’m annoying or anything. thanks -m

Comments

Anonymous

You're doing a great job!!!!

Zeno_Nox

I can’t speak for everyone but for me at least I just get nervous interacting with content creators I really like. A comment here and there is fine but sometimes the nerves just get to me ya know? But I like any post that I see that I like and try to comment if I can think of anything good to say. You haven’t done anything wrong I promise.

Anonymous

You are awesome love you

Anonymous

Hey I think you have the sexiest voice and you're definitely my favourite audio performer. Pls keep up the amazing work. I'm more of a recent patron and still working through that massive backlog. I for one really appreciate all the work you put into these exclusives! The pandemic has been very isolating and terrible for my mental health and listening to you makes me feel less alone. I hope you're doing okay too. Much love and respect!

Anonymous

Hi M, I'm a new fan I came from reddit and I have to say that you have very quickly become my favorite voice artist on any platform. I have never supported someone so heavily so quickly until I found your content. I've listened to literally every audio every heebie jeebies and am currently listening to every mystery. You are doing an amazing job. I personally don't comment because I get shy and figured that a creator with a real following probably wouldn't interact with me. You are legit amazing and anytime I get the notification that you posted I sprint here to see it. I downloaded the Patreon app specifically for you. I plan on joining the discord either today or tomorrow (new to discord so trying to learn how everything works). Please don't ever doubt that you are smashing it because you are amazing!!!!

Anonymous

Hey M, I think I get nervous when interacting with people hence the limited comments. I hope that I can do better not just for you, but the other content creators I follow! Thank you for being consistent with your uploads and work!

Anonymous

Mm i think for me you're the only person I subscribe to on Patreon and it never really felt like a platform where I could interact as much as more of a service? I'm also pretty shy as well, and I've tried to join discord but only had trouble with it so I deleted that app. I've followed your audios since you started on gwa and seen your whole evolution. You seem awesome M, but I thought I'd always just seem like a random person so my input didn't really matter. I'm sorry you feel like we don't care or anything, but we do. Please don't be discouraged

MischievousShad

I think you are doing great! So much original content that you put your all into every single one! You are the reason I'm actually listening to audios at all. As your audios were my first introduction. I have been slack for not leaving comments but I will do better, promise!!! Thanks for all the great content!!

Anonymous

I would agree with GreyShade. You the only person I have subbed to on Patreon and the only reason I have the app. I have also followed you since you started on GWA. I have never been able to find the link to your discord server to ever join. I personally love your audios hence why I have followed you and subbed on here. I hope you don't get too discouraged. Think all your content is 🔥🔥🔥

Anonymous

I'm sorry I haven't posted more on your audios. You are doing wonderful! You are one of only 2 people I subscribe to on patreon amd I love what you do! If I could give you a hug right now I would! Keep it up amd dont be discouraged!

Eddy

Love you and your content M you’re not annoying at all, I just don’t like to comment on things as much and sorry for being very inactive on discord 😅

Erik

You audio has improved so much over time. I honestly think you are the best audio porn creator ever existed. Keep making those masterpieces. Much love.

Anonymous

I feel a bit dog for not commenting as much as I used to before but I’m still a day one fan and honestly still listening to your old stuff. Your new content is out of this world and it shows how fair you’ve come! (Still listening to my old customs high key)

Drakgaard

I am a huge fan of your work. I don't comment often if ever because I am not the kind of person to engage in a community and I just don't have anything to say.

Anonymous

I also think you do a great job. Your voice and delivery are incredible. Like many others have said, yours is only site I subscribe to (I tried others and dropped off). Sometimes we all get busy and forget to tell others that we appreciate their hard work.

Anonymous

Your content is some of the best and most genuine I've ever heard. It really shows how hard you work and enjoy as well. You're doing a fantastic job.

Anonymous

Hi M, I'm a new member here. But I'd like to let you know that your audios have been helping me in my attempt to overcome my addiction to visual porn. I found you on reddit and always looked for new posts of yours there, because your work has always hit the right spot for me. I'm the type of person to rarely post on social media and I have a feeling I'm not alone, so I hope that you don't take that as a sign of indifference. I sincerely look forward to your work in the future.

Anonymous

I'm just a lurker in every online community I'm a part of. Your work is awesome tho, you seem very honest in your performances. I especially like the binaural stuff, it's been a great addition. My only feedback from having listened to you for so long is you shouldn't be so hard on yourself for posting late, especially with your brother having his medical issues. I need to actually getting around to filling out your suggestion form though, this pandemic has warped my brain with paying attention and communicating with people.

Outfielder301

You arent doing anything wrong in my opinion. Your audios are wonderfull. If I dont find anything on GWA that tickles my fancy, I come back to some of your audios. I just prefer to be a lurker, because in in the past I tried to start to engange more, which resulted in embarassing myself or worse, upsetting the performer in some way. I rather stay silent and like/upvote things. I really like your audios, and I wish you any your family all the best.

Anonymous

You are wonderful. Keep it up. Don't mistake silence for not being liked.

J

I can only speak for myself, and honestly I just don't engage much when it comes to these sorts of things. It doesn't even occur to me the vast majority of the time. I also can't say I think you're doing anything wrong from where I'm sitting to net you the (lack of) result you're unhappy with. It's hard to quantify or explain but following people on here and on OnlyFans and such, it sometimes seems like a complete toss-up who ends up getting frantic engagement and who doesn't. Often the lady in question isn't even involved in comment sections and such at all either so it's not even a matter of people driving conversation because there's a history of interaction or whatever.

Anonymous

Hi M, I was so saddened when I read your heartfelt note that I wanted to write as soon as I woke up - I live in Europe so read it as I was falling asleep. First. Your writing and performances are universally brilliant. The production care and quality outstanding. The use of stereo is brilliant… especially when you whisper in our ears. The breaking of the 4th wall intimate. The introduction of ‘stage directions’ perfect. (There will be no BUTS so read on without fear!). I only became a Dreamboat Patron this week as I only just discovered/realised you were on Patreon… but have enjoyed you on LitE for ages… I must have listened to each of your audios there dozens of times. They are just outstanding… I don’t think even the very best of LitE artists (and there are only a few) come even close to you in terms of inventiveness, realism, pace, light and shade…. There are some scenarios I’d love to hear you take on… I’ll get to those later. As an Indy author I know how joyful it is to get a comment (good or bad) and how disappointed I am when I sell a book and hear nothing…. and my last book retailed at over $100 a go (specialist market)… and couldn’t believe that at that price there would be some engagement. So I feel for you. SO, why no or so few comments?… you ask. My rationale is that you are an audio courtesan. I’d bet that most of you subscribers are married and you are that courtesan/mistress who they adore but have to keep secret. They probably have to carve time to listen to your audios and engaging in a dialogue is risky for them. But you must know that. At your level of artistry I think you have an intelligent/mature audience… even more likely to have you as a secret. I’m just working through your back catalogue… and yes I was surprised by how few comments… something I’ll rectify on my own account. I loved the latest at The Beach… perfect pacing. So don’t lose heart. Please. How is it best to send you some scenarios that I’d love to hear you work on?…. innocent first timer hooking up with a sugar-daddy you’d do so well. Being taken shopping before going to a ‘private’ dinner party for you to be shown off… would be so good for how you play and pace. But your writing and performing is faultless. SantaCruz

Malthael

To echo what practically everyone has said so far, I tend to not give feedback/ hop in patron discord because I'm shy and don't fully understand the dynamics of this relationship. I'm fairly new to patreon and interacting with artists on here. Given this post though I will offer more feedback more often since I think I've got permission to do so. One of my biggest feedbacks I got rn is that you are honestly an amazing voice artist. I heard your stuff on GWA originally and was floored by how intoxicating your performances were. The audio that got me hooked was the Halloween one with the masked guy btw. Also, I can try to be in the discord, I've been hesitant because I've lost my already limited social skills during the pandemic. Plus I'm very very new to discord, mostly use it for school. For myself your name is accurate. Your non NSFW audios usually make my heart ache in a good way. It's hard to explain. Tldr: will provide more feedback and try to be more engaging.

heartdamage
>>62438203

hii thank u so much for explaining. i definitely understand how u feel. but i honestly really am just a normal person and i hope u guys never feel like u can't message me or like approach me ever

heartdamage
>>62438309

oh my god this is so sweet. making audio definitely has helped me a ton through my ups and downs so to hear they help u really means a lot 💖

heartdamage
>>62438544

oh my gosh 🥺this is so nice. thank u so so so so much!! also thank u for listening to the other content. sometimes i wonder if anyone listens to any of it. send me a message when u join the discord and i'll bypass u!!!

heartdamage
>>62439134

yes!! i can assure u all of ur fave creators would be THRILLED to know u enjoy what they make. it works wonders after u worked hard on something for ur audience. thank u for ur kind words 💕

heartdamage
>>62439288

i am so flattered that u have been with me since the beginning even though i don't even remember what my audios were like back then 😂 i understand that interacting with performers and stuff can be difficult and appreciate u taking the time to comment on this post 💕

Willow

I dont think you are doing anything wrong! You are the only gwa performer I have constantly come back to, even subbing here, since you make the most consistently high quality audios that always have fun and dirty twists. Personally it just always felt weird to comment on an audio 😅 because of the nature of the content, but if you like it then that makes it less awkward lol

heartdamage
>>62439846

thank u so much for supporting me esp after listening to me since the beginning cause thinking about those old audios makes me cringe 😂 here is the invite for the discord: https://discord.gg/c2W5qAm if u make it over, shoot one of my mods or i a message and we'll bypass u 💕

heartdamage
>>62443948

thank u so much 🥺im so flattered u enjoy my work enough to stick with me and truly appreciate it 💖

heartdamage
>>62447072

hi derek thank u so much for the support and for explaining. i definitely can understand how weird it can be to comment in communities like these. i appreciate ur comment 💕

heartdamage
>>62449721

hii jr thank u so much for the kind words and for the support. the pandemic really was something. tbh it's been a crazy almost year and a half 😭

heartdamage
>>62449755

i definitely understand where ur coming from and i appreciate u taking the time to comment. thank u for caring about me and my family 💖

heartdamage
>>62454613

i appreciate u explaining this cause i had never thought about it like that before. i'll try to be more on top of comments on my end as well 💕

heartdamage
>>62455510

this comment is so so so so so kind oh my gosh 😭 thank u so much for ur kindness. if u have some ideas, id recommend putting them on the next submissions form!! i can't wait to see what else u have for future ideas 💕

heartdamage
>>62505124

hiii willow thank u for ur kind words 🥺 i know commenting can be awkward for yall and i definitely understand

Halftime

SantaCruz said it so articulately but ditto to everyone here. You’re amazing. You’re not doing anything wrong. It made me want to cry at how disappointed you sound. I have a number of obligations so only have so much time to listen. And also there’s some psychology at play. I read this fascinating book written by a stripper after I wanted to understand the power that one or more of them seemed to have over me. It revealed how much the writer and her colleagues understood about my psychology and other clients. My point being, possibly awkwardly made, that you have a lot of power and influence, given the deep need I have that isn’t fulfilled “in real life.” I probably come here because I’m lonely. And horny, which embarrasses me. I didn’t initially realize how lonely I was but with probably years of introspection I’ve arrived at that conclusion. Being lonely isn’t fun. So these interactions make me nervous and loaded. If I write something and get no response I will feel sad. But I also don’t want to be a burden. I legitimately feel like you’re in a small business situation and don’t have a lot of time. And there’s a chance that someone in your position could exacerbate my feelings of loneliness and exploit them. I believe that some people make a business out of that. Try to hook clients and get more from them. So the relationship is going to have some tenuousness to it and I am going to be cautious. In my fantasies, I am special and am able to court someone I meet or follow online and win them over. Even though I’m not really trying to. This is a fantasy that feels good. I could be called creepy for having or expressing these feelings. It’s like when you start dating someone. How much do you write? Do they write back? But then you could say… we aren’t dating (I know, but it’s the closest similar feeling), and make me feel rejected. The reason I’m clarifying so much about me is that I assume when others say they feel shy or aren’t comfortable commenting on this type of content that they similarly feel these kinds of deep and confusing feelings, and you can see it isn’t related to you? Though I’m sorry that ultimately it makes you feel deeply disappointed. The way I would think of it is kind of like how startups think about their businesses and the risk of sounding patronizing. If you have people paying for your content month after month, you are doing something insanely well compared to all those startups that spend millions of dollars before launch only to get no paying customer. It’s only natural though that you perhaps want to engage, get validation, and perhaps feel reassured that we are continuing to be satisfied. The only thing I’d consider is for your own mental health that I hope there are outlets for you if we aren’t providing enough validation. I really apologize for the ramble and hope I don’t sound self-centered or creepy. I’m quite self-conscious saying anything and am just trying to help. You are truly a brilliant creator. ❤️

Anonymous

New Patreon, but long time listener. You help me de-stress and relax so I have to do my part to help in return. Love your audios and how they always help me. I have never commented on the “other site” just from being shy and fear of judgement. But we are all here by choice on this platform so it made me feel a little less shy and more bold.