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Okay update guys. (Patreon)

Published:
2020-06-15 02:33:47
Imported:
2021-03

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I am currently trying to move out of my parents house on super short notice. I was having a very bad day with them and it just reached a point where I feel like they don’t or never have loved me. It’s a house full of verbal and physical abuse and I just had to leave. I feel broken, not myself, scared, and empty all at the same time. I feel depressed and lost.

So I am currently working on trying to get all of my affairs in order. It’s going to be tough for awhile so I just wanted to let you that that because of that, uploads probably won’t be as often. I will still try to upload as much as I can, it just may not always be the same amount every week. That’s really all I can say I’m the topic right now.

Comments

Anonymous

Take care of yourself first. That comes before anything else. I’m from the wrong country to offer advice on what to do so I’ll settle for wishing good luck and giving a private round of applause for having the courage to get out of there. Be safe.

Anonymous

Don’t worry about the uploads. Focus on yourself and I’m sure most of if not all of your fans will understand and continue our support of you.

Anonymous

Do what you need to do in order to improve your living situation. Take as much time as you need.

Anonymous

Stay safe <3

Matthew B

Stay safe and healthy. We are all here because we like interacting with your reactions. Be well.

Jose

Good luck, & be safe, sucks to hear your going thru this. I hope you have friends or some one you can reach out to.

Anonymous

It does sound like there's no other choice if that place only brings your despair. Thanks for letting us know, see you soon.

Anonymous

Stay safe! I hope you figure everything out! We are always here for you if you need anything! Don’t feel pressured to have to please us with videos. Your health and safety comes first. Thanks for letting us know what’s up!

DennisAnimeFan

Stay safe! Given what you are saying, this seems like the only possible choice, and I am so sorry that this is happening to you This will certainly be very hard on you but looking into the future, you might feel much better with this decision. The absence of this kind of abuse can do wonders and that is what I wish you! Please don't worry too much about the uploads and good luck!

jacob

It's probably an overstatement to say that they've never loved you, but it seems like something crazy is always happening in that house. So it sounds like a good idea to get your own place if you can afford it.

Anonymous

take your time and look after yourself. if you need some support setup a gofundme. I'm sure most of us here will help you get started on your lifes next happy chapter :)

Raul Iggynashow

I had a similar experience. My dad had big anger management issues. At his lowest he pointed a steak knife at me and threatened to kill me for stepping in and not allowing him to beat my baby brother. I have a good relationship with my dad today. I have a saying that friends come and go but family is for life. So try your best not to permanently burn any bridges with any of your family during this tough time. Remember Shirley's last chat with Suzaku about his friendship with Lelouch that nothing is unforgiveable. Shirley even forgave Lelouch about her dad.

Radoras

Fuck, that's a big one...sad to hear it's gotten so far at your home, but take all the time you need, your health & important issues take priority...can you maybe crash at a friend's/ your boyfriend's / relatives place or anything for the meantime until you find something?

Kaze

Good luck & don't worry about this upload. There is more important business! Stay safe

Anonymous

I am in no position to give advice because we are strangers and whatever I may think about your relationship with your parents probably will be wrong. But I hope you and your parents patch things up. Moving out is hard but it is fine but cutting away the ties with your parents is harsh. So please stay safe

Slussh

we love you ! thats why we are patrons. wish you all the best and just know that you are loved by a group of people! :) cheers

Anonymous

Moving to a different city and living there was the best thing I did. I am in a much better mental place for it...now is the relationship with my dad still weird when I do come visit once or twice a year? You bet. I'll tell you right now, the worst part isn't whats happening now, its later when your parents grow older, realize the level of damage caused, start to feel some regret and want to try and fix things so you come home everyonce in a while atleast. But after years of damage when you where young, you can't trust and not be stressed around them even if you wanted to...thats the worst part because of the guilt you feel, watching your parents try hard to fix things and yet the trust in your heart is so dead it cant ever be brought back. At that point nomatter how bad the past was you feel so guilty, you only feel that your a horrible son/daughter. Family is complicated, nomatter how much you resent them you still can't cut off your feelings, like even if your family did something bad you'll still feel guilty for causing your family to feel guilty and lonely about it...ultimately I have no advice on how to fix things as I also dont know how, but keep what I've said in your heart and try your best, maybe if I caught things early it would be different. Best wishes!❤❤

Anonymous

Stay safe. I wish you the best in all this all this. I'm so sorry for what's going on. Please reach out to friends and loved ones.

IAmABacon

I normally just watch your youtube videos, but hope my pledge will help - even in a small part - to you getting out. Good luck, stay safe, and do not stress about wanting to upload videos.