monday 🥪 (Patreon)

hi everyone, i hope you're all doing ok!

realised somewhat belatedly that i can actually add little clips for you here, independent of youtube/vimeo etc. so in an effort to use this like the lil newsletter it's meant to be, i've attached a little video of my current notebooks. i just passed the halfway point in my second field notes book, which is nice. it's taken me much longer to fill this one, much longer for it to feel "broken in" and like it's a space that belongs to me. i was so attached to the first book (that i filled so quickly) that it's take me an age to sit down and get to know (?) this one properly. hopefully i won't fill the second half too fast, i really don't want to break another one in so soon 🥲

i also wanted to thank you all for your kind comments and the thoughts you shared under my last post/the last video- it can quickly become overwhelming to try and reply to everyone (especially as i start to get repetitive, and i never want to seem insincere in my responses) but i'm so grateful. it was a video that i was really nervous to upload, and the response has been not only really warming but also very reassuring- none of us are alone in these feelings, and there's a strange (if not slightly sad) comfort in that. we're all just doing our best each day, and i'm very glad to have you all here.

on a lighter note, some swans from a big walk on saturday 🌾🦢

take care and speak soon, friends x