Alice 99 (plus TMI personal anecdote!) (Patreon)

Laurie is gradually coming to terms with her true desire in life, to eat, to indulge, to grow... After all, she thinks, what NORMAL girl could possibly want to just eat and eat and eat, to build her body into a soft, plush, bountiful temple to exquisite hedonism? What NORMAL girl could want to do that and then also want to show off that body for the whole world to see?? Well... it seems that Laurie might just BE that girl.  Join her as she makes preparations to launch her new venture as a BBW web model and also dreams about a future just too delectable to ever be real.

On a personal note: What a time it's been! I try to keep my personal life out of this, BUT I thought I'd add a little bit of TMI information to this post just because IDK sharing a little last time helped me, maybe it'll interest you, maybe I share some of Laurie's penchant for public attention XD As you know, I had a bit of a meltdown last month. It was the usual melange of issues we all face -- the loneliness of quarantine, anger and fear at the state of the world, plus my own personal psychoses -- but the thing that especially worried me was that during that dark phase I just could NOT get horny. I don't know whether it was a symptom of my malaise or its cause, but I could not find any joy in the things that usually get me so excited. When I went to touch myself, I would get distracted or bored or tired and simply trail off. By definition, you can't miss desire when it's gone but this was a dry spell unlike any I'd faced before and it was frightening in its own way. I worried, maybe this was it. Maybe I was out of the game.  So much of my erotica is written when I'm in a frenzy myself, how could I go on writing if I didn't have the desire? Anyway, after I received kind comments from you lot last month, that really helped to pierce the fog. It wasn't instant but it did start me toward better times. I often like to think about new scenarios for stories when I lie in bed at night before I fall asleep, but lately that had simply left me dry. BUT then when it returned, it returned hard. The idea for this chapter hit me like a lightning bolt and I couldn't stop myself. Even the next morning, when I awoke, it remained with me. I had no work to do, so I slept til noon, then spent hours in bed fingering myself, too horny to function. When I finally mustered the willpower to get up, I spent the day in a sex haze -- smoking way too much weed between gorging on junk food and marathon masturbation sessions. I usually try to live a pretty mellow, responsible (I try! But my willpower is low) lifestyle, but something about this day just made me completely lose all restraint. Life is short! I guess I really got into the Laurie headspace XP  But by the end of the day, I had this chapter so solid in my head I felt like I could touch it.  I don't want to set this up as THE HOTTEST THING, it's not, it's a very workman-like chapter in my objective opinion, but something about it hit me just right when I needed it and just got me more antsy than I've been in months.  I apologize for the gory details but... maybe the behind-the-scenes scoop might make this chapter more fun for some of you, IDK XD  The important thing is I feel like things might be on the mend, brain wise at least. At least until the next meltdown! XP

As always, thanks for your support and your indulgence! :)