A Hundred Girlfriends Who Really Love You... In Another World! 25 (Patreon)

"Darkness, can you wait a moment outside?" Eris motions to the knight. Now that we are in my dorm room she wants to be alone for some reason... Knowing Eris, it might be some sort of sex related matter.

Honestly, I'm too tired for it. After attenting classes I also did a bit of training with the red haired swordswoman, so it goes without saying that I'm beat. If nothing else, my stamina has gone up like crazy in this isekai land.

Darkness smiles. "I don't mind giving you two a moment of course." She motions to leave. If this really is a sex thing, then I'm betting she's gonna be listening from outside. This crusader has no limits after all...

But before she does leave, I raise an eyebrow. "So Eris, what do you need to have Lalatina out for?" I do want to make my girlfriend blush, so making her shyly admit that she's horny sounds amazing.

However, to my surprise her face is dead serious. "I told you we were gonna have a talk later, didn't I?" It takes me one second to connect the dots, and then I remember. She did indeed say that during this morning, when I was acting strange.

In the end I had a panic attack, something which I probably shouldn't tell Eris about. Knowing her she's gonna be pissed off at herself of all people, and that's the last thing I want happening to the woman I love with most of-, all my heart. Harems are for suckers by the way.

I nod towards Eris. "Got it... But in that case, let Lalatina stay. This is something she should probably hear too..." It's about time I came clean with my NEET backstory. It's probably gonna be a painful experience, but...

It has to be done. Both Eris and Lalatina are my lovers and soulmates, so I can't just keep this a secret forever... Well, Lalatina is technically my sex slave, but I'm not cold enough to treat her worse than Eris for it. Unless we are talking about sexual stuff, I'm totally willing to be mean to the knight in that case.

Darkness stops walking. "Very well, it seems this will be a serious matter." She then looks at Eris. "May I stay? I would like to get the permission of both of you..." Don't act like you're a god. You're a sex slave and you have rights damn it!

Before Eris can say anything, I interject. "You don't need to ask for permission. You're an important part of this trio thing we have going on..." Surely I am not the only one who feels this way? I know we haven't spent too much time together, but...

Eris grits her teeth. "She does need to ask for permission, she's an sex slave after all. But... well, if you say she should be here for this I'll believe you." She crosses her arms. "But you better not try wriggle your way out of this talk Subaru. I want... I need to know what's bothering you." And I'm incredibly thankful for your love.

I send her smile. "I'll... I'll..." That smile falters, but I continue on nonetheless. "I'll tell you the reason why I was so bothered today, but it's... it's sort of a long and pathetic story..." Now that she has said it, ways of escaping this conversation really are coming to my mind.

Maybe I could make some comment about Rudeus, change the topic and talk about how his goddess or whatever is coming. Or maybe I could just the topic to my first school day in general and...!

Deep breaths Subaru Natsuki... Deep breaths... Think about that glorious little chuuni demonic angel and the support she gave you... while not even being your girlfriend. Would it really be fair to share all of that with her, but not with Eris?

No, it wouldn't. Not when Eris trains me everyday. Not when Eris takes quests to help my financial situation everyday. Not when Eris left the Holy Land of Swords for my sake. Not when Eris left the man she used to love for my sake.

And it also wouldn't be fair to deny Lalatina the knowledge, even if she ends up not accepting, like she didn't accept my existence as an Earthling. I mean, I have fucked Eris while Lalatina stands close with a blinfold every night I could. If that doesn't mean she has enough intimacy with me to know, I don't what it means.

I walk to the bed and sit down, Eris and Darkness' eyes follow me the whole way through. "So... first of all, I'm a NEET... was a NEET. I guess." I wonder how my parents how feel about me returning to school, even if it's a magic one.

Not that it matters. I won't ever see them again... yeah. My father and my mother are both way too amazing, so they will be fine even with my disappearance. That's why I'll just focus on this world.

Darkness' eyes widen. "But you are not at all like Kazuma...! You are actually charming and attractive! Traits I usually despise, but you somehow pull it off!" Don't talk like being charismatic is a bad thing! Also, why is your reaction the same as Megumin's!?

Speaking of reactions, Eris tilts her head, confusion clear on her face. "What's a NEET? I never heard that word before..." I guess I shouldn't be surprised by that. The word NEET is probably a niche word brought by a isekai'd man after all.

A blush of embarrassment appears on my face, I don't like having to explain this... But I have no other choice. "Well, NEET stands for... it stands for...!" It's hard to tell her. Because I don't want to... I...

I really don't want to see her face be filled with disappointment, when she finally learns about how scummy I am. And... even worse, I dread the possibility of her expression not changing at all, that she never believed I could ever be anything in the first place.

Realistically I know neither of those two will come true. Eris loves me, and I love her, we are quite literally soulmates, binded by destiny and all, but... I guess my insecurities are just that strong, they can even face fate of all things.

Darkness smiles, and for once there is no trace of sexuality in it. She just looks like a knight in shining armor right now. "This must be hard for you, let me explain it in your stead." Hey, I already gave Megumin the MMT title you know? I can't start calling you LMT now!

Still... "Thanks Lalatina, that helps a lot." I'm incredibly grateful for her. It seems this Water Emperor knows how to protect people with more than her fists and her sword... and to think she just dropped in my lap one day. It's like Eris said, she's an amazing opportunity.

Her cheeks become red, it seems she's genuinely embarrassed. "Well, so if you desire to thank me, how about you stop calling me Lalatina?" Huh, where did this come from? "My name... is a bit too embarrassing, don't you think?" Not really.

I mean, maybe by this world's culture it is...? I'm not familiar enough with this world to tell... But I'm under the belief that no one should feel ashamed of their own name. That's because the name Subaru introduced me to so many wonderful things...

That's why I shake my head. "Sorry, I'll keep calling you Lalatina. Not because I'm teasing or anything, but because it rolls of the tongue nicely, and it sounds cute, and... it fits you." Ah, Eris is glaring at me. I should probably stop with the compliment, I'm not a cheater after all!

Darkness' is looking everywhere that isn't me. "Y-you...! Ah...!" And then she takes a deep breath. "V-very well, I suppose at this p-point you may call me Lalatina, b-but only you will be allowed to do so! Got it!?" I send her a thumbs up.

I don't understand the insecurity she feels towards her real name, but I won't press too much. I understand more than anyone that sometimes the heart just doesn't make sense, but I do hope one day she truly accepts what I said.

Eris' eye twitches. "You two sure got chummy with each other..." I live together with her, it's only natural. Also I have ejaculated inside of you quite a few times while saying she's next at this point. "Anyways, about the NEET thing..." Oh boy.

Eris takes a deep breath. "But before anything... Subaru I have seen people change, I... have chanced, a lot, since I was a young kid. So... so... if you were a horrible person who hurt others, and you're worried, don't be. Because I only see my wonderful Subaru at this point." Ah, now I'm happy.

Eris truly is a ride or die type of gal for the people she loves... Which is why one could argue it's sick I stole her from Rudeus. I won't regret it though, both because of who the mage actually is, and because... because I love Eris. Even a guy will eventually fall in love with his soulmate after all.

Darkness clears her throat. "Okay then... A NEET is someone who is currently not working, or studying, or trying to pursue training of any kind. I don't know where the word originated from however." Probably from... definitely from some isekai'd bum.

Before Eris can say anything, I quickly raise raise my voice, I'm stuttering like crazy. "N-now, be-before you say a-anything Eris..." What? What will I say now? I have no idea to be honest. There is no excuse for what I was, a leech... And it's natural to hate leeches.

To my surprise however, Eris just raises an eyebrow. "I see...? How does that relate to how you were feeling bad this morning?" I choke. It's because she just made my greatest fear come true, she's indifferent to my status as a loser.

She never had any hopes Subaru Natsuki would...! No, shut up for once. Think of MMT if necessary... Eris is probably just trying to be supportive, I know I can't have faith in myself, but I at least should have faith in the woman I love.

I look down. "I... this morning I was jumpy because I was scared of goin back to school. Until... until I met you I was still a NEET, so I... Yeah, even though it didn't make sense, even though it was different circumstances, I was terrified." Thankfully I managed to pull through with the support of everyone.

I swallow down non-existent saliva. "I... this morning I had a panic attack in front of the school's door... And I ended up vomiting and stuff... Thankfully Megumin helped me out... And you guys did too." Ah, in the end I ended up telling Eris what happened.

MMT's role is obvious, but everyone helped. From Eris who stood up to protect me from an enemy that didn't exist, to Aqua who held my hand, to Lalatina that forgave me... Everyone has been really incredible to me.

Eris looks confused more than anything. "But why...? Did someone threaten you or scare you or...! If Rudeus tried something just tell me and I'll stop him so...!" That's... well, I did get lightly bullied I guess, but Rudeus was actually the one helped me, funnily enough.

I sigh. "I don't have any enemies or stuff like that Eris... I just... I just was scared of... of messing everything up, I guess. My dad he... he's a pretty incredible person, it's why I could relate to your struggles about catching up with Rudeus." If he was here instead of me... I don't exactly what he would have done, but he certainly wouldn't have been killed by frogs, and he wouldn't break the hearts of so many women.

I continue. "I know I'm not talented at swordsmanship, I probably won't be talented at magic, and I wasn't talented at anything back home too. That... that just ate me from the inside, and I... I hid in my room, hoping that eventually I would feel nothing." To my surprise I'm not even crying.

Maybe it's because I already cried my heart out to Megumin, or maybe it's because I just... I just feel happy right now. It's like I'm cleansing myself of my past sins, I know they will linger, but... but just this one time they don't feel as heavy.

But there are tears coming out from someone, they're from Eris. "But that...! You're not making any sense! So...!" Her words actually hurt a bit. No, they hurt a lot, but I know she probably doesn't mean what she said.

Eris is bad with words, that's what cost her relationship with Rudeus Greyrat. I don't wish to be the same, so instead I'll try to look deep within her heart... Hopefully that's okay, since I'm also showing her my heart.

Darkness puts a hand on her shoulder. "Eris he..." She then looks at me. "You're making perfect sense Subaru. I know... I know how family expectations can crush someone, so..." Ah, of course you would know. I imagine your family wasn't super happy about your... tastes.

Lalatina smiles. "So I'm incredibly glad you trusted me enough to tell me this information. I promise... I promise that I won't misuse that trust, my lo-, my master." You were about to say some important words just now!

Eris takes Darkness hands out of her shoulder. "No, this doesn't make sense...!" She clenches her fists. "Unless... unless... Subaru, do you want me to beat up your dad...?" Oi, even he won't survive something like that...

I raise an eyebrow. "Eris I... I'm from another world, remember? so I don't think we are going to see him anytime soon, and... I truly do love my dad, that's why I couldn't stand never being him. You managed to reach... to surpass Rudeus, I didn't." And I never hated my father for that.

Eris looks down. "I... but if that's the case...! Then I... I'm sorry!" H-huh? "I'm... I'm a horrible girlfriend! In the end you were suffering and I couldn't do anything! The only things I'm good at is fighting and having sex, so...!" Ah, I see the issue here. "So...! This is unfair! How am I supposed to help with something like this!?"

I get up, as Eris cries. "I... And even now I'm just making this about me! This is why... this is why I never reached Rudeus, because I can't think for shit...! And now you were vomiting and I wasn't even there to help...!" This girl... she might hate herself just as much as I do.

I get close and hug her. "Eris... you have already been helping. The Subaru Natsuki from Earth wouldn't have... he wouldn't have gotten up. You've changed me, and it wasn't because you did some great task for me or anything... You just... you just got to know me." Damn it, now I'm crying too. "I'm so grateful for that! I love you for that!" Dad was right.

Meeting a good woman can really change a man... No, it's more like meeting a good person can really change a person. And I'm so glad I met her and everyone else... I might even start to thank that dumbass Love God.

I'm no good at swordsmanship. I can't read or write. I have no clue where to even start with magic. My one special thing is my affinity, and it's considered the worst one of the bunch, but... If someone as amazing as Eris Greyrat likes me, surely I have some... I have some special value?

I remember, back when I woke up from my death, and I questioned everyone if it was okay to think the people I like, like me back, and they said it was... That's why I definitely believe Eris likes me. She is not a liar.

Eris is still hasn't stopped crying. "I love you too! I love you tons! I want to spend the rest of my life with you and Darkness...!" You actually acknowledged her, huh... "Sex slave! Come into the hug too...!" Ah, you even invited her!

Darkness stutters, a blush in red face. "Y-yes! T-thank you for allowing me!" And as Eris said, she joins in the hug... She's actually hugging us with quite the strength. Which makes sense, I shouldn't forget that Lalatina loves me too, so this must have bothered her as well.

The hug lasts quite a while and yet it feels short... He have to end it eventually though, mostly because Eris and Darkness will actually kill me with their strength. Now that I think about it, I ended up with two very muscular women who are also very... they have quite the body, let's just say that. People must think I have a type.

Eris however, takes a deep breath and looks me in the eyes. "Subaru... when you go home, I'll follow you. I don't care if you say yes or no either, I won't... I don't want to be apart from you." Right, she still thinks I'm going home...

I put my hand on her cheek. "Eris... I don't want to go home... I want to spend the rest of my life with you, here." I'm sure... I'm sure people back home won't mind. Dad and mom probably already moved on anyways.

So as Eris blushes I pull her in for a kiss. Ah, I really am a loser, becaus even though there are no special decorations around us, I can still imagine fireworks around me... Geez, I read too many romance novels. I don't regret it though.

As the kids ends, Eris steps back. "I... I see! That makes me really happy...!" She starts stuttering. "A-and that's why... that's why...!" For some reason there's a feeling rising up in my stomach, I feel like something important is about to happen.

Eris gets on her knees, and takes a small box from her pockets, with an embarassed face she opens it. In it, there is a golden ring. "Subaru, marry me!" My jaw hits the floor immediately, in fact so does Lalatina's.

And Eris seemingly takes my silence as hesitation. "Um...! If you're feeling a bit too embarrassed please t-take your time and...! And...! And if you're worried about money don't be...! Nina shared me a bit of her gains from quests, and Kazuma helped me find a good deal so...!" Ah, now I have to thank them.

Eris continues, looking away. "And I know some men can feel embarrassed by wearing a engagement ring instead of the woman, so if that's bothering I'm totally willing to wear it instead...!" As if I would find that embarrassing.

Damn it, now I'm back to crying. "Eris... I...! I'm not silent 'cause I'm mad or disappointed, I'm just so...! So happy!" As I said before, I always thought I would be the one doing the pursuing, so having the girl be the one to propose is making my heart explode. "And you better not wear that! It's...! It's my ring!" Soulmates are scary.

I haven't know this woman for a long time, and yet... I feel no hesitation in becoming engaged to her. Things will be tough, I have zero ways of making actual income, but... That's it. All my worries are about financial things, I have no doubt I will never regret marrying Eris.

And finally a smile appears on the face of my girlfriend... of my fiancee. "I'm...! Let's build a happy family together Subaru!" And so she slowly puts the ring in my finger. Ah, this is kind of embarrassing, specially with Lalatina clapping.

But... is it strange that I now wish to meet my parents again? They will never ever learn that their son got engaged, that their son returned to school... I... forget it Subaru Natsuki. None of that matters, they will be just fine.

Actually they won't. I notice that as soon as Darkness gasps. "Oh! I imagine Aqua will be quite mad tomorrow." We are definitely not gonna host a Axis Order style marriage, that's for sure...

Eris immediately glares at her. "Sex slave, don't ruin my moment!" She does bring up a good point though...

From now on, when I flirt with another girl, I won't just be disrespectful to my girlfriend, I will be disrespectful to my fiancee... And If I'm getting married I also need ways of getting money, and I need to buy a house and I...

This is complicated, and I definitely shouldn't ask the help of my soulmates for this, but they are most of my connections. Who can help me with this and it's also not in love with me? Ah, I know someone.

It's embarrassing to ask her, but now I'm not doing this only for me, this is also for Eris, so...

...

I bow. "Nanahoshi, I'm getting married to Eris, so please help me make some money!" She's the only one who won't be hurt by my amazing news, so I came to her for help.

This Banana suddenly goes pale and passes out. What's with that reaction!?