s基礎練習　雑記eng　♯2160 (Pixiv Fanbox)

あんまり時間かけないで描いたやつφ(*ﾟωﾟ´*)

これでもそれなりには時間かかるけどｗ

今日「弟の夫」が届いたので全巻読みました。

これは良作ですね(´;ω;`)

うちの親にも読んでもらいたいけど、そもそも本読まないから無理かも…。

私も幼稚園頃から自分がゲイだと自覚があって、リアルでもネットでもずっと隠していました。ここを読んでる人にもそういう人多いんじゃないかなぁ。

fanboxを始めてネット上で自分を認められるようになったけどね☺️

実は16歳の頃悩んだ末に両親にカミングアウトしたことがありました。

特にに何のリアクションも無く

それ以来一度もその件に触れられたことはないです😌

しばらく前に「結婚して子供作らないの？」って言われたときは

地味に落ち込みました。

あれだけ苦しんで勇気を出して言ったのに、無かったことにされてるんだなと…。

だからといって責めるつもりはないけどね。

私自身も理解してもらう努力はしてなかったわけだし。

無理して理解してもらうものでもないとも思ってる。

それだけじゃなく、子供の頃の病気が原因で一生消えない十字架を背負ったりもしてるけど、今では日本に生んでくれてありがとぅ！って思ってます(*´ε`*)

絵描けるなんて贅沢中の贅沢だしね～🦁✨

他人と比較せず、多くは望まず、自分の幸せのために生きる。

今はまぁまぁそれが出来てるんじゃないかなぁ。

収入だけはもうちょっと増やして赤字経営脱出したいけど😂

The one I drew without spending much time φ(*ﾟωﾟ´*)

This one still takes a fair amount of time, but w

I received "My Brother's Husband" today, so I read the whole book.

This is a good work (´ω;`).

I want my parents to read it too, but they don't read books in the first place, so it might be impossible...

I've been aware that I'm gay since I was in kindergarten, and I've always hid it both in real life and on the internet. I'm sure there are a lot of people who read this site who are like that.

I've been able to admit myself online since I started fanbox, though ☺️.

In fact, when I was 16 years old, I came out to my parents after struggling with it.

Especially without any reaction.

They've never mentioned it to me since then😌.

I've never had to deal with it since then 😌 When they said to me a while ago, "Why don't you get married and have kids? I was depressed.

I was soberly depressed.

I'm not going to blame him for that.

I don't blame them for that, though.

I didn't make any effort to make them understand me either.

I don't think it's something that I have to force people to understand.

Not only that, but because of my childhood illness, I have been carrying a cross that will never disappear, but now I'm thinking, "Thank you for giving me birth in Japan! I'm grateful for being born in Japan!

Being able to draw is the most luxurious of luxuries 🦁✨.

I don't compare myself to others, I don't want much, and I live for my own happiness.

I think I'm doing pretty well with that right now.

I want to increase my income a bit more though😂.