New Decade, New Changes. In the 2010s, I:>Turned depression .. (SubscribeStar)
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2019-12-31 22:35:00
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2021-08
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New Decade, New Changes.
In the 2010s, I:
>Turned depression into productivity, becoming a better artist.
>Left an angry, painful part of my life, and slowly became a better person.
>Survived attempted suicide.
>Started my own business as a self-employed hentai artist.
>Met the dearest people in my life.
In the 2010s, I:
>Lost faith in humanity, society and government.
>Ruined my mental and physical health.
>Lost platforms & stores; Been banned, censored and discriminated against by people and companies.
>Lost the ability to enjoy 9/10 things I used to love.
>Had my heart broken.
In the 2020s, I:
>Will stop ranting about politics.
>Will work out / eat better.
>Will reduce my profanity.
>Will focus on developing my game.
>Will produce a regular art series.
>Will adhere to a schedule and become more productive for the people who so generously support my art.
Thank you, from the bottom of my atrophied heart, to everyone who has supported me through these years.
I know - more than anyone - that I'm not always easy to deal with.
I know I'm still pretty unstable, and I know I frequently overreact to things, and make mistakes constantly.
I believe one's 20s are a learning period, adapting to adulthood, and once one is in their 30s, there are no more excuses.
I'm 29. I'm done letting myself screw up so frequently.
I'm done hating myself, letting insignificant people get under my skin.
From here on, I will change.
I will be better. I will accept nothing less than my best.
I will live confident that I'm treating others well, doing the best I can, and - while I'm fully capable of discerning critique from hostility - I will no longer entertain people whose only goal is to cause trouble.
To everyone who's followed me through all this, who's seen my mistakes and forgiven me, thank you.
I'm on course to be exactly where I need to be, and I now enter 2020 full of renewed determination to be the creator you deserve.
This is it.
Stay free.
And, as a special note for subscribers:
I've set myself out a calendar that I will adhere to no matter what.
This is to ensure I put out about 4-6 pieces of art per month. My IDEAL goal is to create about $20+ of content to better justify the $10 subscription price.
Most of all, I'm going to start a fortnightly art series, which I call "The Brat Pack".
The theme will be DiD / Feet, with characters who fit the 'spoiled brat' archetype.
For example, Usagi Tsukino / Whitney / Musume Ronshaku / Bulla etc.
As for Triple Treat, I have an assistant lined up, who will be helping me prepare the art assets for the game. Development will resume in January, and I will aim for at least 1 new build per month.
Later in the year, if growth continues as it has been, I will be preparing to move out and finally rent my own place.
This may require taking a month off, around November or December. During this time, I will be only producing sketch packs to ensure you still get content, except for that month's iterations of the Brat Pack, which will be prepared in advance.
I'm sorry I've been so erratic and irregular, but I promise you all this will change for the better.
Thank you all so very much for your continued support. 💚
And, as a special note for subscribers:
I've set myself out a calendar that I will adhere to no matter what.
This is to ensure I put out about 4-6 pieces of art per month. My IDEAL goal is to create about $20+ of content to better justify the $10 subscription price.
Most of all, I'm going to start a fortnightly art series, which I call "The Brat Pack".
The theme will be DiD / Feet, with characters who fit the 'spoiled brat' archetype.
For example, Usagi Tsukino / Whitney / Musume Ronshaku / Bulla etc.
As for Triple Treat, I have an assistant lined up, who will be helping me prepare the art assets for the game. Development will resume in January, and I will aim for at least 1 new build per month.
Later in the year, if growth continues as it has been, I will be preparing to move out and finally rent my own place.
This may require taking a month off, around November or December. During this time, I will be only producing sketch packs to ensure you still get content, except for that month's iterations of the Brat Pack, which will be prepared in advance.
I'm sorry I've been so erratic and irregular, but I promise you all this will change for the better.
Thank you all so very much for your continued support. 💚