My rollercoaster life. (Patreon)

I have not had a permanent residence in about 2 months, so I have been starved of my “alone time” I use to update my online presences. The travelling life has been great, I went to Eastern Europe for 3 weeks, then drove up the coast from San Diego to Seattle over a 12 day road trip. Now I am here in Seattle renting a temporary AirBnB until I can find a place I want to call home up here.

I need to BITCH about this for a second, just so ya’ll know the travelling model life is not all butterflies and rainbows!

My hair extensions are getting unruly and I need to condition them, but I don’t want to get oily shit all over someone else’s pillow so I have not done my regular monthly deep condition overnight. My clips4sale customers and zivity viewers are being neglected because I have not had dedicated time to check into those profiles in a timely manner, which makes me feel like MUD because I LOVE my fans and they deserve the best service from me! I just want to be alone sometimes and I keep getting caught in other people’s airspace in the awkward “I need to entertain you and respond to all your needless banter” situations are happening a bit too much. I haven’t had a decent space to work out, I am slacking on my normal cardio and booty routine.

I have until Oct 20 before my flight to Texas, and I pray to the universe that I can square away a home before my trip so I dont have to stress over craigslist and rent.com while I am shooting sunrise to sunset in the Lone Star State for 9 days. It’s sometimes hard to get the home I want and deserve because I am a self employed person. I have a meeting with a woman tomorrow to look at her condo for rent. I told her I am a freelance producer who works in the photography and modeling industry and I told her I travel every month. I am paranoid she might google search me and judge my nude modeling photos. She is a private owner and says she wants to pick the perfect tenant… because her location is the PERFECT place for me at a super low monthly rate.

I REALLY REALLY hope she agrees to let me rent from her!

Plus I got a ticket for expired tabs the other day… FAIL LOL

Yeah, I am fighting it, I have a great lawfirm that works in 50 states. beat that!

I do have the serenity built in to take myself out of these "first world problems" and realize I have an amazing life filled with creativity, freedom of speech, wealth in my pocket and in my relationships, but sometimes I just want to relate to people by venting. It's negative, I know, but we know each other better now because of this, right??