I am a slave to the Irken machine!! (Patreon)

Hello ticklers and ticklees!

As you might tell from the dramatic title of this post. This will be a rant update cuz this month, did not go the way I planned from the beginning.

It seems that some of you don't like or are not convinced about my 3D style. Even tho I've been working on it for like two years and I'm not really a professional 3D artist. This is a new medium for me so it won't look as good as Disney or Pixar and some people have a real problem with this.

Everyone seems to only want my 2D work, and I can't blame them. I've been working on 2D for over a decade. But getting that look in 3D is one #%@#%$ hard cookie to crack.

And while Anime Style 3D characters are in fact awesome to see. It's a $^#%# pain the in the butt to produce. Especially when you are on your own and don't know JAPANESE and with no real training.

So, this month, and against my own will and sanity I embarked on the journey to 2D toon style for my 3D art. I had to buy some new assets and shaders, and learn how things work to produce the toon look everyone is  asking for.

So, after re learning my concepts for 3D modeling, a LOT OF RESTLESS NIGHTS, being sleep deprived and hating my self here is the new 3D toon style.

As I mentioned, I am a slave, to you, my patrons. Something my therapist is working on XD I love you all, but don't ever do this to me again!

What I'm trying to say is that, yes, thanks to you guys I guess I got better at 3D cuz this style is way cuter than what I had. But also understand that I am not a robot or art wizard and that good art doesn't just magically happen when ever I want. it takes a LOT O #%%^! Work to achieve. And I will be taking some tome to rest and do less and more simple art for a while.

Once again, thank you for supporting and pushing me out of my comfort zone,  I would not be here without you but also would like you to know that I am a person that works A LOT for you guys nwn so easy on me. Okay?

Thank you!