Seven [Deleted Scene #1] (Patreon)

As you wait for G's POV, here's a small passage that you were supposed to get from Seven's POV if you chose UW. I deleted it because it felt too soon for POVs, and I wanted people to infer Seven's feelings on their own. Hope you like ^^

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Seven

Seven follows the rest of the band on the bus, heaving a sigh when they plop on the couch. The rest of the band celebrate as they run through the bus, relishing the fact that they have their own space. Meanwhile, Seven rests an elbow on their legs and stares out the window, somehow in a bad mood.

Why is Seven in a bad mood? They should be many things: happy they have their own bus, excited they’re starting tour, relieved they don’t have to share a bus with [MC].

So why aren’t they?

With a groan, they put their knees up and drop their head, trying to combat the headache that crosses their skull. The distant sound of Pope, Kieran, and Avina cheering turns muffled as their thoughts take them to just ten minutes prior.

We’ll ride with Underground Wastebasket.

Is that how it’s going to be? Granted, Seven asked for this, didn’t they? They told [MC] to stay the fuck away from them, so why are they….

Disappointed?

Hurt?

Nope. None of those things. Seven is none of those things. They’re just exhausted. They need to sleep.

Seven picks their head up to look out the window, their eyes landing on the other bus. [MC] and Devyn still stand outside, speaking closely to each other.

Something hot twists in the pit of their stomach and they tuck their chin behind their arms, which holds them around their knees. They feel too much like a child, confused about their feelings, sulking alone like a kid on time out. 

Why do I care? Seven thinks with an inward groan.

What is wrong with me?