on break from patreon for two months (Patreon)

TLDR:

• I will turn off patreon payments for two months to have a break.
• I will still produce some art whenever I feel like it.
• I am fully back with "on full display" in august, and the next exclusive is in september.

long version: I am out of energy! though still in high spirits! XD I still want to do art to relax, but not as a job for a bit. and all you generous patrons provides me with enough cash to be comfortable turning off patreon for a while.  

I wanted to hold this longer break after I finished on full display. because I really dislike putting that in hiatus again. but the comic continues for 25+ pages. and today I ran into the same wall I did last month during the exclusive.

I've noticed I crave energydrink and fast callories when I need energy. this is not only unhealthy, but also it is only an illusion of energy. do this long enough and you'll end up like I am now; unable to do much, and constantly craving more just to keep going barely at a snalespace. I need a proper reset, which is why I chose for two months to get my diet back in order with some callorie trackers, and get my energy back.

I hope I dont squander the goodwill by taking a break, I understand the frustrations of hiatus. also I know some of you are so much onboard that you wanna pay me for my breaks, or try and force me to stop making art while on break XD Just for my own consciousness I need to turn off payments. And for my own sanity, I cannot stop doing art. (money=performance stress, impulsive art=an outlet)

small side tangent; oddly enough patreon now changed how the "pause patreon" works, so that I cannot get new patrons while I am away? instead of doing the logical thing of just letting them pay and giving those patrons a free month when I return.

I will still try and complete page 64 of onfulldisplay when I can. just not today like I had planned.