The First Song I Ever Wrote (Video Archive) (Patreon)

AH WE DID IT!!! I SURVIVED! thanks to everyone that hung out live and was so nice about it :) 

the first 9 minutes are me talking about how i fell in love with singing and unexpectedly wrote a song one day after teaching myself guitar for about a month, plus a lot of disclaimers about how NOT great the song it... haha

then the feed cuts out for a LONG time (mega technical difficulties), reappears at around 16:30, at which point i (reluctantly) play the song.

as promised, lyrics are below. ladies and gents, here's "confide in you", as written by 15 year old me.

xo

kina

Confide In You

 

I was feeling a little frustrated

I didn't know what to do

So I got up the nerve

Picked up the phone and I called you.

You heard it in my voice

You always know when somethings wrong

Always caring so much about me

Said, "Babe, what's going on?"

Chorus

I can't take it any longer

This feeling inside

There's an energy leaving me.

Oh I can't take it any longer,

This incapability.

I can't convert these thoughts to words.

Just wanted to confide in you.

Million things going through my head

Trying so hard to think of what to say

Something's gonna happen if I don’t let it out soon

Well come what may.

I told you it was nothing

That I just wanted to say "hi"

"So, I guess I'll talk to you later"

Hung up and let out a sigh.

Chorus

I can't take it any longer

This feeling inside

There's an energy leaving me.

Oh I can't take it any longer,

This incapability.

I can't convert these thoughts to words.

Just wanted to confide in you.

Cried myself to sleep again

Too much on my mind

Somethings missing don’t know what it is

Something its up to me to find

So I sat down to write and let it out

Something I always used to do

Ended up with this pathetic song

But, oh, I just wanted to confide in you

Yeah I just needed to confide in you