$1+ That one shitty nude shoot I did... (Patreon)

I thought I would share this video here, since people like to post it other places and the Muscle Tease site makes money off of it. I'd like to deter that as much as possible. It's already out there, might as well share it on a canon Tara Babcock page. ;)

For those of you who are unfamiliar with the story behind this shoot, the only public nude shoot I did when I first started modeling, please watch this video:

 EXPOSING MYSELF: My "Fake" Nudes and My Apology

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEWasi4jI00

I really hated everything about this shoot. I don't have regrets in life because I definitely learned a lot from all of my mistakes, but this is one of the only truly bad experiences I had in my modeling career. I did this for the extra money, hesitantly, so that I could fund living expenses and my trip to LA to work on my portfolio. I had never done a shoot before PURELY for the money, and I never did again. If I didn't like the photographer, the ideas, the company, or the experience, I was out of there. I am glad that this shit experience reinforced my no bullshit assertive disposition. It's something I wish more women had.

Not only was the company, makeup artist/hair, and everything about this day trashy, but it SO wasn't me. I wasn't myself, my boobs weren't even healed yet (and the nipples were not corrected yet, hence the off-direction one) and it just felt very trashy. Even though I decided not to be a nude model in my career, had the shoot been more in my tastes and the experience better, I would have actually enjoyed this, despite it possibly hurting my career having gone nude so early. At this point, I would have been proudly sharing it like I do THESE nude images:

https://www.patreon.com/posts/nsfw-public-8293253

The FSF, nude Sexties, and anything I do now is on MY terms. I enjoy it, it fits my aesthetic, and it makes me happy. :) Thanks for being a part of that!

LOVE YOU! This is day 2 of my 2-3 days off. I hope you guys had an awesome V-day!

T <3