wip / dunno how to feel: mini rant (Patreon)

i don't really know how to feel about my art at the moment. I've gotten some pretty harsh comments about my art having same face syndrome. its been good improvement wise but in terms of my mental health....ehhh not so much. I'm a pretty soft person so even if someone says something in the nicest way i'll still be a little hurt, its not their fault im just soft like that. 

but the comments / anons i got really made me feel like i should scrap all my work....made me think h=why ppl even follow me why yall even pledge. it makes me feel happy that yall are willing to pledge. it means a lot to me so thank you

i probably still will take a art hiatus bc i really do feel that awful... for some reason my art is attached to my self worth and if I don't feel good about my art then everything else goes downwards. Sorry for this really sucky entry but I needed to get it out, since i've been feeling this way the entire time i was painting this 

in terms of this wip of artemis.....i've hated it the entire time i was drawing it due to the comments about my art as i felt it mirrored too heavily to what ppl will saying.....but its improved i guess. I am my biggest crtic so i don't really know how to feel about this so fat. i will look at this with fresh eyes and hopefully an open mind tomorrow and probably find fault but thats ok. 

thank u for reading

p/s im not looking for crit on this piece ! ; - ;