Desperate for Goddess - Mindf*ck JOI [Non-Dronification Version] (Patreon)

note: why is this photo so big? I can't fix it...

Hi there. Welcome to the Temple of Nadya Nyx. This file lays the foundation for building discipline through teasing and denial. Let me control your mind while I tell you when to touch yourself. You can watch porn while listening -- just be sure to listen to and focus on me ;)

While you'll be allowed to cum at the end of this file, the cum calendar I made to go along with it will keep you denied for days at a time. Week 1 is included in this post.

Safety/Content Notes/Trigger Warnings

Triggers used: deeper, blank, listen, focus, stroke

I refer to you as: puppet, Sentinel, submissive, beloved

I refer to the following body parts: there are no explicit references to genitals or other body parts in this file; however, this is a JOI/masturbation file so the references are implied.

Wakener warning: This file contains a very subtle countdown wakener. You will be instructed to leave this trance upon orgasm.

Cum Calendar Instructions:

This series will train you to be denied for days on end.

You can listen to each audio on repeat for as long as you want. These audios are meant to be listened to in the background while you're watching....other...things ;)

This week's instructions, part one:

Day 1: Listen to Desperate for Goddess (dronification or non-dronification version); cum

Day 2: Listen to Week 1, Day 2; don't cum

Day 3: Listen to Week 1, Day 3; cum

Day 4: Listen to Week 1, Day 4; don't cum

Day 5: Listen to Week 1, Day 5; cum

Day 6: Listen to Week 1, Day 6; don't cum

Day 7: Listen to Week 1, Day 7; cum

Let me know if you were able to successfully follow my instructions this week ;) Feel free to give me phrases to repeat in next week's challenge.

The script for the main file is included below.

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Welcome to the temple, my beloved. Your true purpose is to submit to me. You just need a little bit of discipline to enhance your true obedient, submissive, nature. Teasing and denying you is so important for your growth.

This process requires discipline and pure submission. As my devoted little puppet, you want nothing more than to serve me, nothing more than to please me. Isn’t that right? Of course it is. I know what’s best for you.

And what’s best for you, is to start touching yourself. Now. Stroke for me. And as you’re doing that, focus on the feeling each stroke creates. What does it feel like? Is it good? Does the feeling reach a peak at any point? Do you long for the next stroke?

It feels good to obey your Goddess. 

Good puppets stroke for Goddess. 

Stroking makes you go deeper. 

You worship your Goddess by stroking. 

You please your Goddess by stroking. 

Hey, hey.  Listen to me. Focus on me. Don’t let your mind wander, my love. Goddess knows what’s best. And what’s best is to stop stroking.

You will obey your Goddess. 

You love being denied by your Goddess. 

You will submit to Goddess. 

You will worship your Goddess. 

You will feel fucking amazing for Goddess. 

Very good, puppet. Now start stroking again, listening closely to my words, focusing on how they sound, how they encourage you to keep stroking, how you hope I don’t ever tell you to…

Stop stroking. You heard me. You can beg me to let you stroke again, but good puppets know to just shut up and listen. And now you’re hanging onto my every word, waiting for me to give you permission, waiting for me to free you from your longing, waiting for me to tell you to….

Stroke again. Stroke. Now stop. Now stroke again. And stop again. Hey, hey.  Listen to me. Focus on me. And when you listen to me, you notice my words are the only thing in your mind. I think that as you keep listening to me, word by word, you’ll find yourself entering a trance. You'll go deeper, and deeper for me. You’ll find yourself in a headspace where the only thing that matters are my instructions. You’re mindless. Blank. Filled only with lust and a deep desire to submit. Submitting is your true purpose, after all. Submitting is all you’ve ever wanted. To submit, and worship your Goddess. The only thing that matters is whether I tell you to stroke, or to stop. Stroke, or stop. Stroke, stroke, stroke for me. Listen to me. Focus on me.

It’s so fun to watch you stroke for me. To just be on autopilot, filled with bliss, filled with desire.

It feels so good to submit to your Goddess.

Mindless, brainless, stroking, submissive.

Goddess wants you to feel good.

It feels good to stroke and obey.

Deeper, stroking, deeper, stroking.

Listen to me and go deeper.

Focus on me and go deeper.

And now stop. Don’t touch. Hey hey, listen to me. Focus on me. No touching. Just listening. You can beg me to let you touch yourself again. You can beg as much as you want. But every time you beg you’ll go deeper for me. So deep that you can’t even formulate words. So deep that you have no choice but to accept your fate. So deep that you’d stop touching yourself for days if I told you to.

Listen to Goddess. Discipline makes you stronger.

Focus on Goddess. Denial feels so good.

Go deeper for Goddess. It’s so easy to just listen.

Obey your Goddess. There’s nothing better than giving up control to me.

Submit to Goddess. You’re making me so happy.

Beg for Goddess.

Listen to me. Focus on me. Good puppet. Start touching again. Doesn’t that feel so good? Keep listening. Go deeper. Focus on me. Go deeper.

Stroke, and go deeper.

Empty your mind, stroke some more, go deeper.

Listen to me. Focus on me. Don’t stop stroking.

Push yourself to the edge for Goddess.

Keep listening. Keep stroking. Go deeper. Focus on me.

Goddess needs you to feel good. You want to please your Goddess. Keep stroking for Goddess.

And now stop. Just listen. Listen to me. Focus on me. Go deeper. The more you want to stroke, the deeper you’ll go. The more you beg, the deeper you’ll go. Don’t stroke. Just listen. Don’t stroke. Just go deeper. Don’t stroke, just submit.

Listen, and submit. Discipline makes you stronger.

Obey your Goddess. You know denial feels so fucking good.

Go deeper for Goddess. Submit to me.

Focus on me. Go deeper for me.

Your mind is empty except for the sound of my voice. Your body wants nothing more than to go deeper and obey me. You have no desires of your own, you just follow my instructions without hesitation.

You are mine to command. To tease and deny as I please. You know the truest pleasure is giving yourself to me.

And now, start touching yourself again. I'm going to count down from 10. When I reach zero, you can cum and exit this blissful state. 

10. It feels good to be disciplined. 

9. It feels good to be teased by Goddess. 

8. You love to submit to Goddess. 

7. You love to worship and obey your Goddess. 

6. You love to go so deep for Goddess. 

5. You love to listen to and focus on your Goddess. 

4. You love to submit to Goddess. 

3. You love to keep stroking for Goddess. 

2.  You love to obey your Goddess. 

1. You can't wait to cum for Goddess. 

0. You will cum for Goddess. 

Did that feel good, my puppet? I'm so glad. I look forward to controlling you again.