Grateful ♡ (Patreon)

I was just cleaning up and reorganizing my cosplay closet a little bit, when a thought came to my mind. 

"Wow I have too many cosplays, my closet is bursting!"

And that's when it hit me. When it really hit me. The reality of thinking that thought. I am at a point in my life where I have too many cosplays, so that they don't all fit into my closet.

If you told me that even 5 years ago, I would be out of my mind happy. If you told 12 year old me? She would have never believed that. 

I kept thinking a little bit, reviewing my past few months and realizing once again how lucky I am. When you live your everyday life, you kinda forget how much around you has changed and how much you actually grew along the way. 

I know that I am not perfect, not even nowhere near perfect. Which makes it even more crazy to me that you guys support me since so many years now, some of you since the very beginning! And you STILL believe in me. During times I could not believe in myself, you didn't give up on me. You keep reassuring me, telling me you enjoy the things I do, that I have a positive impact in your life... and that makes me want to do better and not disappoint you guys. I want to proof myself worthy of that trust and support. 

There are things in my life that aren't easy for me and I need a lot of healing to do still, but I believe that I can do it, especially knowing you guys believe in me... so what I wanted to say with this - Thank you. Thank you so much for everything, wether you have been here for many years or not. I appreciate you very very much!!!

Love,

Tizu