MEH?!?! September Pic?!?! (Patreon)

I'm not gonna lie, I hate this piece. Hate it. I had such big plans to do something fun and smexy and they fizzled before me like an old sparkler. I was stressed, had to use a reference (and still the body looks really odd ><) because the motivation was pathetically lacking (mostly due to stress and daily panic attacks). I was rushing to get this piece in time because I was so behind! BUT, I wasn't about to leave you guys hanging. I was going to work as much on this piece as possible. I finished the flats and just couldn't keep forcing myself to do this. I might return to this someday, when it's not such a gaping wound, clean it up and give it some shading.  Until then, this roast is done. 

(...this was suppose to be Sebastian but again...ugggghhhh art is hard to art)

I throw myself at the mercy of my patrons!