Nitocris Selfie and problems today💦 (Patreon)

I was so excited and amped up to shoot Nitocris today but the hotel we nothing like as promised, the photos on the website must have been heavily photo shopped or something, the room and outdoor bath are so small and cramped, it’s not possible to take good photos, and I’m so devastated by it. I’d had my Nitocris cosplay ready since mid July but had to wait all this time till my photographer had time, and today these conditions are just awful. I can’t do the shoot, even though I did try and I’m smiling in these selfies, I’m so upset at how this room is and I just feel like I have to start over tomorrow, I hope to get everything ready as soon as possible but it’s going to be so hard.

I feel kinda worn out and paralyzed with pressure, I love Nitocris so much and I’m really happy with how my cosplay came out, I want to do a photo shoot I can be proud of but I feel stressed about time.

Any kind words would really be appreciated ring now, I appreciate you guys and your comments/ encouragement so much!