⛥ October Q&A (Patreon)

Good morning. I hope you're doing alright, keeping calm and enjoying the little things. As I'm trying to drown out the obnoxious "kids playing on the balcony" noises from outside to be able to focus on this post, Jack is doing a daily draw from my animal spirits oracle cards. It's a beautiful sunny autumn day and the gardeners are bored as hell, driving their tractors around aimlessly and blowing at a few leaves here and there to look busy. My amaryllis flowers are opening up and showing off their sensual beauty. The scent of coffee, pine and autumn air lingers. "Killing Strangers" by Marilyn Manson is playing first thing in the morning... A peaceful morning at mi casa. And now before I get ready for the day I'm gonna answer the questions you sent in this (last *coughcough*) month... I hope you enjoy :)

What is Jack's taste in media? (i.e. games, movies, music, etc.) "I dunno... I like metal... well I like horror and sci fi movies... I like a lotta kinds of games..." lol he plays all kinds of games. Particularly strategy and survival and all that stuff that's just not in my blood. We listen to mostly the same music except for that one punk rock band he likes. 

Do you play any instruments? No, I don't. My mother tried to get me into learning the keyboard but I guess I wasn't that interested cause I barely used it. I like to sing... and as you probably know I have limited focus so trying to play an instrument at the same time would probably end in disaster.  Jack "I'm sorry, instructions not clear, ate the guitar" 

Do you read any fanfiction? No. 

Have you ever ridden a horse? Yeah. Damn it I can't find the picture I was gonna attach with no context so you wouldn't know what horse, whose horse, where, when, why, how... Now you're just gonna have to picture me brushing a horse and hope it has the same effect. 

What do you usually order when you go to a cafe? A cappuccino and whatever snack I'm vibing with. I love treats and I don't go to cafes very often so I associate it with treating myself. Maybe some novelty coffee drink if they have anything weird enough sounding. Cayenne pepper espresso? Yes. Cafe amaretto? Yes. If they're confident enough in their drinks that they put it on the menu, I'm definitely curious. 

There is going to a full moon at Halloween/Samhain and I wondered if you had any special plans? Not this year. I was so busy editing my video that I didn't want to make elaborate plans and ended up just celebrating. My daily card was the sun. For sabbaths I always just do whatever is the most authentic to me so I went out taking photos for a bit and then had a margarita and danced a lot while chatting with Jack. 

What’s your favourite dessert? Lmao how much time do you have? I love all desserts and especially anything with chocolate. The rest depends on what I'm feeling the most in the moment.

Can you make more girlfriend asmrs? Curious but what made you do them in the first place. No and if you ask for girlfriend ASMR again I will block you. What made me do them in the first place is I was inspired to put my love for the people I was with into videos. Then that ended up attracting a disgusting crowd of viewers who do not respect me as an artist nor a human being and only care about the fantasy they're projecting of me. This vile side of the internet put me off of wanting to portray the image of a loving partner in videos.

Are you right or left handed? I'm right handed. 

Does your apartment have a balcony or French doors? I love how those are the only two options lol. It's French doors. One of the nice things about this apartment. I love opening them wide and letting some air in when my chain smoking asshole neighbor isn't home. My plants love them, too. 

That was it for the questions this time and in a few short moments the November question dump will be here. I look forward to them :) Jack is with me this month if you had any questions for him or anything. I hope you have a calm and stable November, sending all my grounding energy. Cheers