Tarja Songs with Nature ASMR (Patreon)

... I need some honest opinions here. Clearly I'm biased because I managed to end up hating my own creation and I don't even understand why. There's nothing particularly wrong with it except for the frustrating lack of perfection. Unfortunately, this is the best I can do. I might never publish it. It was fun filming this but now all I can think is "I look stupid, I can't sing, what even am I doing, the sound is all wrong, I look old, the color is not what I want, etc etc" and I feel a little ridiculous and a lot vulnerable. Maybe I'll come around once I've listened to it enough times. I don't know... All I wanted was to create something beautiful. And now all I see is flaws. So I'll leave the judgement up to you. 

Outtakes coming soon