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Here's a little sneak peek of the next (probably) video. 

So... I've been having a hell of a month. I feel like I need to excuse myself and say sorry for having a terrible month that has affected my productivity as if I'm to blame for struggling. It's annoying because I would never tell anyone else that but here we are. I read your responses to my last blog and saw myself in the mentioned compulsion to help others when I don't know how to help myself. Ugh... I've started 3 videos since my last post and none of them quite made it. Everything's been going wrong and I know so many people are going through a hell of a time themselves. I know that because everyone I ask (or stalk) be like "yeah shit be hitting the fan here too" - so when all else fails, I...

Come up with a spa treatment to pamper you with. I don't remember anyone ever complaining about the Virtual Spa videos. In the thumbnail, as you can see, though the focus is on the solitary cinnamon stick, behind it there's a big jar of homemade coffee scrub, which is gonna pose as the main feature of this upcoming relaxation video. I just filmed this background and now I'm waiting for my neighbors to go to sleep so I can record the soundscape. I made quite a lot so I can exploit it for sounds and also use it on myself #selfcare

I hope the warm, earthy colors of the thumbnail get you excited for a luxurious skin treatment! Making soundscape backgrounds actually has been the most fun thing of all because I can play with colors, focus, angles and shapes without being self-conscious about my face. At the moment, this is where my creativity thrives. I hope the calm and comfort will make up for the somewhat repetitive themes. This is just one of the only things that doesn't overwhelm me lately and I hope it's good enough. 

Fun fact: I like to light candles while I record the soundscapes. It relaxes me and helps me create a better atmosphere. This is almost therapeutic for me which is a welcome change from the anxiety of being seen. 

That being said, I hope you won't miss my face too much. I've been through skin problems and multiple hair disasters this month and I'm just done. Stay strong, I'll do what I can to soothe you for a little while. Hopefully, everything will look a little brighter after a good night's rest.