⛥July Q&A⛥ (Patreon)

I should have specified that "life's great questions" was a joke lol. Regardless, let's roll out your deep and meaningful questions this beautifully muted Sunday afternoon with my fresh iced coffee while I'm also bleeding dry from my uterus. Fun!

Do you have any siblings? No. They were expecting siblings (wtf is birth control?) but my mother had to have an abortion because we were dirt poor and couldn't find an apartment. 

Any chance of getting a blessing? If not then do you prefer camping by a lake or in the woods? Getting a blessing how? You from me? Me from someone else? A video? Cast on a piece of jewelry? Long distance energy work? Please be more specific. Otherwise, I despise camping. I honestly prefer to enjoy nature while also being comfortable. Ask me about the miserable camping experience next time? 

What impact did the Sergei Lukyanenko books/movies/etc. have on you? I honestly have no idea who that is so stands to reason, slim to none. 

What is the one place that you would love to see or a event that you want to experience? I'd like to see the nothern lights from a cozy hot spring with Jack. I'd like to visit the Blue Lagoon in Iceland. I'd like to spend a few days in the quietest room on Earth because to someone who feels overwhelmed by life itself on a daily basis, that sounds like heaven. Any kind of natural event really. Meteor shower, eclipses, I'll take anything because [link opens hilarious video that finishes my sentence.]

What do the tattoos on your wrists say? [link opens image]

How did you discover Youtube? Probably searching for music videos cause TV always sucked. 

And just for fun a question from Animal Crossing: Pirates or Ninjas? I honestly don't care. Sorry I couldn't come up with anything witty for this one. I really tried.

If you'd die tomorrow, what would be the one advice you'd have for future generations? It's a close tie between "spay and neuter your cats" and "don't smoke". Maybe it's dark or bitter of me to think that anything more would be too much to ask of people and they'd likely end up ignoring it. If I knew it had any chance of making a change I'd come up with something more powerful. But I'm a nobody and people are fucking lazy. There are so many things I wish would change like the obscene amount of litter on the streets (a majority of it from smokers flicking their cig butts fucking anywhere instead of putting them out in an ash tray like a respectable human being), bullying and abuse, isolation and disconnection in society, destruction of ecosystems, the list goes on... I just don't feel like many people care, possibly due to growing up around extremely ignorant and narrow minded folks, but it seems that people are too smart at justifying anything nowadays which makes it hard to get through to anyone. Also giving vague and abstract advice like "be kind", while accurately summarizing some of the many issues in today's world and half-heartedly suggesting a way to fix it, would probably fall on deaf ears with many, not last because people need to see themselves as good so even bullies and abusers can be convinced they already are kind. So let's try not to overwhelm people and just ask for little things that will end up having a huge impact. And not just for people who are allergic to cigarette smoke who would be able to experience freedom for the first time if people quit smoking. It would literally be better for everyone's health. Second hand smoke and cancer and shit. 

On Taty's old blog channel there was a video about eating at the end of month when there's little or no money for food. First off I'd like to say thank you it was of great help to me a while back and second do you still have it around somewhere? Someone I know online is in a similar situation who mite benefit from seeing it. It might be on an old hard drive but last I checked it wasn't working. Shit always breaks here. Might be an idea for an ASMR video? Caring friend helps you budget at the end of the month? 

How did you get Sai? Inside an origami star inside a box inside a bigger box. He's been with me ever since. Any more questions? 

If you had to choose a theme song for yourself, what would it be? Stand My Ground by Within Temptation because it seems life enjoys putting me in situations where I have to do that. I hate confrontation it makes me feel like the world is ending. This song also gains a whole new meaning if you have any kind of dissociative disorder. 

Does gift really mean poison in German? Yes, it absolutely does. Also handy means cell phone, schmuck means jewelry and smoking means tuxedo. That's how much Germans are into smoking. Fun trivia.

Thanks for your awesome questions! Even though I've been sitting here much longer than intended because of how deep and meaningful some of them were. I hope I did them justice and if not, there will likely be an August Q&A soon, seeing as how there are about two days left in July. No pressure lol.

//Ally