my life sucks lately (Patreon)

I'm posting this so others will have seen and responded and I'm less likely to suppress and forget it. 

I've gotten to the point where I have a pretty good idea what I need yet not the faintest clue how to go about it. The way my life is set up right now is just not a healthy environment. I feel isolated and cut off from everything. Especially with appointments in the morning, it throws my sleep schedule off so much that I couldn't do anything if I wanted. Last night I wanted to go somewhere for fun because I haven't done that in... I actually can't remember the last time. But sleepy Ally doesn't give a fuck about any dumb alarms. I just turn them all off and sleep 5 more hours. I keep struggling to fall asleep by noon and end up sleeping until 8PM. The magic hour when every single chariot in town turns back into a pumpkin. Otherwise known as universal closing time for everything in my area. Down in the old town, the whole place shuts down at 6PM. I know I need to get out and explore and do new things - I crave it so much... But every opportunity is literally gone before I open my eyes and it's frustrating. I need to get to a copy shop to print out an address from an order (that I can't read, unfortunately, because it's in Chinese and I would just fuck it up big time and send it somewhere it shouldn't go if I had to write it by hand lol) and I want to go crystal shopping so bad (for your rewards and because I love shopping for esoteric stuff) - alas, I just can't get my ass out of bed until I got my 8 hours. I am so deprived of human contact even I am acknowleding that I need it and the only person I really want to have contact with, I can't be with because the govt are taking their sweet time giving me my god damn visa interview. Did I mention I'm terrified of most people? Naturally, I tend to avoid places where lots of them gather. That's not exactly helping getting any of my needs met. I go outside at night because it's peaceful, but even walking alone in a dead town is becoming routine. I feel like I've already taken a picture of everything there is to see in a 3 mile radius from where I live. That's the conundrum I'm in. I like swimming but there's people and I can't take my phone. I love shopping but everything is closed. I love eating but I can't afford to eat out all the time. I like board games but I have no one to play with. I like badminton, but still no one I want to play with. It makes me feel... what's the word... trivial. Like nothing I do matters. Like I may aswell just not exist. It would make no difference because I already don't get to do anything. I'm tired of feeling like this but I don't see a way out. Does anyone know what I could do?

Thanks for reading.