stressed but managing (Patreon)

First of all, thank you for your support this month. My last posts were finished rather hastily and I forgot to give my thanks and appreciation. I was very busy making a cute vegetarian café for Alice sim, and failing at such because the mod that was supposed to fix the thing that EA broke, broke my game. 

I haven't been very active/functional lately and easily overwhelmed. Part of this is the prospect of what all I have to figure out how to do so they'll let me marry my gorgeous twin flame. Seriously though, where in the hell do I acquire my whole entire medical history? The only doctor I went to more than once is retired. Anyway, to sum it up, this one Britney Spears song "Thinking About You" is my relationship with my game currently. 

I have a new video rendering and I'm not sure if I want to add music to this because it's a scalp massage/sleep induction. I'm kinda torn because the music might distract from the massage sounds but for a sleep induction it might be helpful to have music in the background. What do you think? On one of my last polls I asked you guys which part of the spa experience you like best and scalp massage was the obvious winner so I wanted to give you your favorite experience in a whole separate video which is what's coming up. I won't be in it cause meh but I made a beautiful background with candles and bokeh for a cozy, soothing ambience. Body massage was popular too so I'll make a separate video for that some time. After having to cut out a crap ton of my stomach being noisy it's a little less than an hour but plenty long enough to fall asleep, especially with the hair brushing countdown at the end! 

What else is coming out this month? Scorpio is leading by literally a hair so probably a new sex signs reading. Probably also a follow up to the bar roleplay. Oh and someone did actually donate $100 for a video with basic bitch makeup just to see me mildly uncomfortable in my skin so that's a thing. It's the thought that counts, huh... 

Other than that, we'll see. My birthday is coming up and people keep asking me what I want and I have no time to think about what I want right now. This is how I know I'm all grown up - I don't care about my birthday anymore. And I keep forgetting because I have way more important things on my mind. Like populating my town and functioning enough to do all the gvmt stuff I have to do in the next few months. The only planning I'll be doing is consistently avoiding my relatives. Jack said he has no idea what to send because we were hoping I'd be moved before my birthday but red tape is done whenever red tape is done. I just told him to send nudes. Yep, your girl is all grown up. 

I hope you're looking forward to the new video and whatever projects April may hold. I sure am cause I have no idea. 

//Ally