Some news for you all (Patreon)

Well, I know I shouldn't post that because that's the best way to lose Patrons but I wanted to explain why I don't draw as much as in the past, I felt it was... needed I guess ? 

Ok, here we go, I started my new job in September 2016 and now I'm permanent in that job since September 2017. Since March 2018 my job changed, we started with 7 people in the office. Then, you have to know, that basically we are in a recession in France especially in the job department and they start firing people and we went from 7 with 3 tasks to 5 for 7 tasks and now, we are only 2,5 to 10 tasks (someone doesn't work cause he got kids on Wednesday) and the pressure increased ten folds.

It's stressful, very stressful and while I know they can't fire me (I got excellent grades and all) I feel I could burst at any time and I'm starting having a depression, you know, the one you sleep constantly and feel bad about when you don't do anything.

This is where I am, I'm doing my best to draw but I feel like sleeping constantly, it's hard, I'm still trying but it's just way harder and trust me, I arrive home I'm just done, I basically eat a bit and simply sleep afterward, no video game, no TV, nothing, just sleep.

People keep on complaining that "I don't know why I should pay while others post more than you" yeah but remember some are ONLY drawing, they are dedicated to their Patreon and commission, I'm not, I know I won't run Patreon and draw for decades you know, I'm 40 in a few days and been very up and down in my life (I had multiple life in my life).

That's all, I just wanted you to know the "why" not expecting someone saying "I understand" but just for you to know.

Thanks for your attention!

Cheers!