Important Update (Patreon)

Lately, I've been feeling burnt out on doing MMD content, both in making videos and model edits. The blame is mostly on me for over promising on things I would do and devoting so much time for model edits and videos, both of which takes hours of my time to do. Combine that with matters in my personal life, and I've found myself really stressed out and hesitant to work on anything lately.

There is still much I'd like to do, but at the rate I am going I fear the quality of my works and the love and effort I put into them will degrade rapidly.

For that reason, I've decided I'm going to scale back on the things I do and their frequency. What this means is that I'll be taking things a bit slow in the development of projects, so model releases/updates and videos will be far less frequent. This also means that future models or edits I've promised up to this point are up in the air.

I originally had a list of models I would do and what order to do them in, however as time has gone on I've found myself wanting to do edits not on the list or add to it, and that list of promises has contributed greatly to the overall stress I've been feeling lately, since I don't want to go back on my word, yet it also feels like I'm just shoving things out for the sake of completion so I can slowly make my way to an edit I want to do.

For now, I think I'm going to abandon that list and do the model edits that I feel like doing or need to be done. I sincerely apologize if I come across as being selfish, I just feel that this expectation I've put on myself has put a tremendous weight on my shoulders and while I know some of you will be disappointed that I won't follow up on my promises, I'd rather not put out a model edit that I hated doing or just wanted finished so I could move onto one I did want.

For Supporters, I will still post HQ versions of the videos I do, but I've decided to walk back the alternate versions and screenshot compilations, as I've found these to be a lot more work than I expected. This doesn't mean I won't do them ever, but I will reserve them for special videos instead of almost every one.

I do still plan on finishing Summer White Heart, as I've made good progress with her and actually want to finish her.

Again, I do apologize if any of what I've said here upsets you guys, I just don't want to lose my love for MMD because I overworked myself on it.

I greatly appreciate your patience. Thank you all.