Self Portrait: The Beast and the Void- A new video essay about working with frustration, depression and anger (Patreon)

This video is about how I work through certain painful blocks with my art. 

I called it "self portrait" because I end up painting a self portrait, but also because the video itself is a kind of self portrait.

It's very personal and subjective. 

It's more of a video essay. I put a lot into the sound design and shot design. There is a little "how to" stuff in there. 

But I was mostly trying to capture what it feels when I'm frustrated with my art/feeling depressed and also what has helped me get through those struggles.

I hope you enjoy this video. At the very least you'll get to watch me destroy a painting. 

Have Fun,

Goodnight Sweeties